Us Against the World (On Hold)

XII

Lilly POV

I squinted my eyes trying to adjust my eyes to the bright light. When my eyes adjusted I seen blood and all I could think about was my twins. I cried because I didn't want to lose my babies before I even had them. Then I thought of Jasliyah and Mia. Where are they where are they.

I was pushed out my thoughts by the door opening. I was getting ready to die I just knew it. A man walked in with a black hoodie on and stood there watching me. He took off his hood and it was my secret bodyguard Poppi. He picked me up and took me to a black car. He drove me to hospital. They checked on me and they twins were fine. I just have to keep it easy. It wasn't even my blood on my pants.

Poppi took me to this big pretty house in east Compton. I walked in and seen Jada, Jasliyah, Kash and Mia. I instantly grew hot. I never wanted to see Kash again. She left me on my own with these babies. I haven't talked to Josh in a while and the only person I have is Mia.

I love her so much. When I gave her head I never wanted to stop I wanted to keep going forever she taste so sweet.

I pushed those thoughts aside and walked up to Kash.

"Don't do it" Poppi said

I look at him and rolled my eyes. I started throwing blows at Kash. I pulled her off the couch and punched her in her face. All she did was block them but I made sure she felt it. Poppi pulled me away and took me to the back room. He pushed me on the bed which was so comfortable.

"I told you don't do it" he said

"I had to Poppi she hurt me deep" I yelled

"You need to lower your voice you know better" he said calmly

"I'm sorry" I lowered my head

He kissed my forehead.

"Where you been" I asked

"I been keeping my eyes on you" he said

"I missed you" I said hugging him

Even though I know he was there it didn't feel like it.

"I missed you too" he said getting up "I'm going to go check on them, you stay and get some rest for my favorite nieces or nephews" he smiled

I laughed and laid down. I heard the door close and soon after I drifted into a deep sleep.

Poppi POV

I walked into the living room and seen Kash on the floor crying in Jada's arms. Jada was holding to tight and her head was in her neck like she was kissing her. I looked at Jasliyah on the sofa and picked her up. I took her to another guess room and laid her down. I went back in the living room and pulled Jada up. I sat her in the chair and did the same with Kash.

"Let me tell ya something, what ever ya got going on it better stop right now" I said

"What are you talking about Poppi" Jada said

"You know what the fuck I'm talking about, you and Kash I seen how you was holding her, all I know is ya better stop before Lil find out and kill both of you" I said calmly

They know I'm not lying. When it comes to Lil feelings she don't play she will kill you and won't give as shit.

"I'm sorry I just think she didn't deserve Kash I did" she said

"What the fuck" Mia said. I forgot she was sitting in the kitchen

"What" Jada said

"Bitch both of yall know damn well Lilly was the best girlfriend Kash could asked for and she left her because Lilly got pregnant" she paused " was you mad because you couldn't give her a baby Kash huh" she said getting louder

"Don't you fucking dare try to pull that shit on me" Kash said " yea I was mad that I can't give her no baby but she cheated on me" she slightly yelled

"And your cheated on her with me so what makes you any different" she said

"Look that was a mistake I didn't want to fuck you" she said

"But who asked me to go in the bedroom with you" she said

"You know what that's enough" I said.

I couldn't hear anymore. They all looked at me.

"All ya know that ya played a part in this and everyone was wrong, I even played a part in this" I paused " that don't mean we go blame each other to get the eyes off ourselves" I said

"Look I'm sorry I didnt want any of this to happen" Kash said

"Yea I'm sorry to" Mia said

"Yea whatever" Jada said nonchalantly

"Both of yall get out my house" I said pointing to Jada and Kash

They got up and Jada went to the back room to get her baby but I quickly stopped her. She rolled her eyes and left the house.

Mia sat on the couch.

"I know what you been up to Mia" I said

She looked at me.

"I have no idea what your talking about Poppi" she said

"Talk to Joshua lately" I said lowly

She looked at me in shock. I caught her but I understood why she was doing it.

"Look please don't tell Lilly" she said

"I'm not going to say anything Mia jus be careful ok don't hurt her" I said

She got up and hugged me then kissed my cheek.

"I won't, I promise" she said

"Now go back there wit her u can't go back home" I said

She looked at me and walked to the room. She knew exactly why she couldn't go back.

Joshua POV

I woke up to my phone ringing. I answered it without looking at who was calling.

"Hello" I said

"Hey Joshua" Lilly's sweet said

"You need anything is the babies ok are you ok" I said raising up concerned

"The babies are fine I just haven't heard your voice in a long time" she sadly said

"I been busy you know with me becoming a professor and all its kinda hard" I truthfully said

"Well I have a doctors appointment soon your should come support me along with Mia" she sweetly said

"Just let me know when the date is and I'll be there" I said

"Ok I will" she said hanging up

I put my phone down and got up to take a shower.

"Was that her" my wife Sherry said

Yes I'm married but Lilly doesn't know. Sherry don't know I was having an affair but I think she does now.

"I don't know what your talking about" I said acting dumb

"That bitch you got pregnant Joshua you know who I'm talking about" she screamed

"She not a bitch Sherry" I said

"Oh so you did get her pregnant" she lightly laughed

"Yea I did and you know why I hot her pregnant it's because you don't want to" I paused "we been married since the end on college and you still don't want to have my baby so I found somebody who will"

"Get out my fucking house Josh just go" she screamed

"Bitch this not your fucking house you don't pay not one fucking bill in the hoe so how about u get your shit and get the fuck out" I said calmly

She looked at me with disgust. I really don't care if she divorced me or not. My love is with Lilly and even though she going be with Mia we going to have a child and I can fuck her whenever I want.

Sherry pack some bags and walked out the door. She looked at me one more time with tears in her eyes before she left. I got in the shower to start my day.