Here We Go Again

The Next Day

A/N : Hi Guys So I have songs for each chapter starting now. It usually is because of the mood of it or what's going to happen so the song That this chapter has is
"The A Team" By Ed Sheeran Mainly because I'm listening to it while I'm writing it and I just had a huge idea and I really hope you guys like it -Milliepaniaguacx
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Victoria's POV:
Today Was the day we needed to take our pictures. I was wearing a Yellowcard shirt, Black skinny jeans, my black vans, and my bangs curled. The girls and I stood in the line and were just waiting till they called us up. They called Allie , Lily,  Me, then Millie. We all looked great! I recently just put in a bit of blonde at my bangs yesterday after school since Allie is amazing at doing my hair. It was my first time dying my hair and someone needed to ruin it. The Guy from yesterday. The one with chubby cheeks. The one and only Calum Hood. He looked at me and gave me a devilish look. I took my picture and darted to the bathroom. I went to an open stall and wondered why the hell is he so rude to us and who the fuck is he to be doing this kind of crap with his friends. I got out of this stall to try to calm myself by getting a drink at the water  fountains. I headed out and Calum was right there crossing his arms just waiting.

"Oh Hey who know you were here" he said with a smirk
"What the Calum Why are you following me  that's basically stalking" I said heading back to Allie who was talking to Alex.  Alex has a band called All Time Low there really cool but there seniors and were freshman which sucks there probably going to become famous first I thought. Once I finished Zoning out calum Pushes me into the wall and tells me that if I was a guy who would hurt me.
'Like your not fucking hurting me right now with you hands on my shoulders' I thought. I turned around and saw that right across me to my right the 3 boys were standing there looking at us. Calum stopped and then whispered in my ear "I'm so sorry love I'm not bipolar I promise I just don't want the boys to hate me for being nice" then just like that Calum Hood left. That's when all my flashbacks of all my worst memories came back to me.

-----Flashback------
"Hi mommy" I said. My mom was looking sad as always and wet from her clothes. It was raining really hard outside I looked out the window then to my mom. Her makeup smeared all over her face her wrinkles showing even though she's 23.
"Are you okay mommy" I said very concerned about her and her next move.
"I'm fine love just wake me up when daddy comes okay?" She then took of her shoes and lay on the couch dozing off to sleep. My dad came very late as always it was already 12:40 when he came. I tried waking my mom up but she didn't.
"Mommy wake up, mom , mommy please wake up !" I said screaming and yelling at the same time. I put my ear to her chest to see if her heart was beating. Nothing my dad came bursting through the doors drunk as hell. He looked at my mom then Me.
"Where's my food?!" He said raising his hand little by little.
"Mommy didn't make any daddy she's sick , she's not breathing." I said tears streaming down my face. He slapped me with his hairy hand which made me fall on the floor.
" Your lying she's wide awake see!" He pulled my mom's hair causing her to rise up but her eyes didn't open. He took his coat off and a bag fell from his pocket.
"Give me the bag with the powder Victoria NOW!" He said demanding. I have it to him as he said not knowing what the hell the powder was. He got a handful of it and tried pushing it down my mom's nose little by little. He went up stairs to wash his hands and called the cops.
It rang once, then again
"Nine-" the operator said
"My wife was drugging herself with cocaine and she's dead my little daughter found her when she came from her friends house and she's not breathing"
He kept saying ahuh mmhm okay's and then a final bye. He slapped me again and said "You Say ANYTHING at all I will lock you in the closet tonight you hear me " I nodded and felt like crying but fought my tears back. The cops came to ask my dad questions. I said nothing. The ambulance came to take my mom and ask questions. I said nothing. 8 Years of saying nothing. I just turned 15 and I said nothing. I wasn't allow to see my mom. She never came back. She never will. She's dead. I wasn't allowed in the funeral. I wasn't allow at the burying. Those days my dad got all my mom's clothes and all her pictures with her in it and burned them in the backyard. Ever since then my dad sent me with my friend Allie's House when I later then became friends with Lily, and Millie and ever since then my life is a living hell.