The first time I watched something with Pedro Pascal in it while recognising he's Pedro Pascal.
Realised I'd seen a portion of the gameplay already. A part of the introduction/tutorial gameplay. And that was when I knew the show was gonna be that great, it kept scenes from the game.
But what made me. What makes me feel the way I do is how he was such a perfect father. It made me feel kinda... It made me feel so out of place in my life, because I usually had to tell my father not to fall asleep. Meanwhile Pedro got to tell his daughter not to fall asleep.
I felt weird feeling like the parent. And I found myself imagining Pedro Pascal's role being fatherly towards me, but for some reason I couldn't not think of the character in a romantic way as well.
And that scares me. I don't want to end up chasing older men for validation and fatherly comfort, as that would mess up the way I look and feel about my own father. I don't like it, but I still crave it no matter how much the thought disgusts me.
Goodbye.
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RandomA memoir to the fictional characters and actors and actresses that made me feel any way about them
