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I already have a test for the end of our 2 semester, that's why my classmates are focusing on what they are doing and studying, while I was studying and thought and bothered about that, since we moved here before we lived.

Since then our family has separated because in the family problem because of the two people who should be supporting us and teaching us what to do, he is the one who expects the children. it hurts to see that as you grow up, you see the suffering of your parents, especially my mother because when they fight, he will hurt us too because he got irritated to our screaming and crying he got irritated, so when he got into a fight with my mother , we didn't dare to stop them we terrified because dad would get angrier. I experienced that i was slapped. I can still feel the pain and it seems like it happened yesterday.

The worries that I have are painful. One of the things I will never forget is when I was 5 or 7 years old when my mother scolded me because I told her that I didn't want to go in because I didn't have any money.

Yes, it's wrong for a child to think like that, because a child like me sees that his classmates buy delicious snacks, foods and have pockets, of course as a child you can't help but be jealous of your classmates, so when it comes at home I asked my mother and I said that I didn't want to go in, so she slapped me and pulled my hair the pain is clear in my memory of those experiences and events.

What hurts is that they don't see your fear of people, they will scare me Man, I'm not comfortable being around a lot of people. It is a challenge for me to stand up and speak in front of many people. I'm looking for self-confidence in myself. I let out a long sigh that I didn't know I was holding.