Love On Mindless Street

Chapter 5: The Past That Caught Up With Me

~~*~~RECAP~~*~~

Me: ugh what do you want?

Diggy: you.

Me: yeah right. Well too bad because you can't have me.

~~*~~END OF RECAP~~*~~

Diggy: i get what i want. You know that. -coming closer to me-

Me: actually i don't - i say moving to the wall closer to the door-

Diggy: -corners me- well maybe now or later you'll finally know -he said tracing my cheek bone-

Me: -turning the other way so i'm not facing him- leave me alone. Please! Can't you see we done!?

Diggy: -slapped me and then pinned me to the wall- you know what! You told me, that noght, that you loved me right!? Right! So im just trying to show you i love you back. Now cmon baby. Lets make a baby.

Me: Nigga please! I ain't havin no baby by you! You need to go see yo baby momma and see how THAT baby is! Its yo baby isn't it? Okay! Now get the fuck!

Thats when diggy got pissed off. He slapped me even harder and threw me against the wall and pinned my wrists above my head.

Diggy: Now thats something you-

(Roc just walking !n the door and heard me being thrown and rushed upstairs)

Roc: what the hell man?

Diggy: know what. Im gone. -ge left out roc's house slamming the door behind him-

I slid down the wall, holding my face, crying. I couldn't believe he just hit me. When we were together, out of all the times i pissd him off, he never hit me. When Roc saw me crying he mode changed from confused to pissed.

Roc: hey babe wha- did he hit you?

Me: no

Roc: stop lying! I see the bruise right there!

Me: babe just don't do anything. Please. He'll get what comes to him. Stay with me please?

Roc: alright. But if that bitch ass nigga hit you again you let me know.

Me: nigga you aint my daddy.

Ric: thats not what you said last night. -he said laughing-

Me: shut up.

We was watching purple rain. I was laying on his chest listening to his heart beat. Of course he has no shirt on. I was just about to dose off when the doorbell rang. I was about to get up and get it but roc told me to sit down because he was gonna get it.

Roc: who is it?

??: its diggy!

He opened the door as soon as he heard 'diggy'.

Roc: you got some nerve showing up herr

Diggy:look, i came to take sasha somewhere.

Me: wth! I ain't going anywhere with u! Im staying right here with my boyfriend.

Diggy: BOYFRIEND?! Well, i guess you really wnt her huh? Too bad! Because you can't i can.

Roc: chill bro! You scaring her. Know what, get out! -pushing diggy-

Diggy didn't leave though, he waited till yall was sleep. I went upstairs to take a shower then i went to sleep. Roc was still downstairs but had to go see his mon it was an emergency she said. I was all alone but i didn't let it bother me. The sound of my window was made and guess who came through it.

Diggy!

Diggy: So you want him and not me thats okay we'll see about that. -unbuckling his pants-

Me: Diggy wth! Get away from me! You come near I tell roc!

Diggy: wtf he gon do! Turn yo ass ova! You know you want this. Now -pulled me by my hair to where we're face to face- you gon take this and love it. And if you don't get pregnant, I swear i will rape you until you do!

Me: -punched him in his face to where he lets go and fall- No you listen! I ain't pregnant by you again! I ain't takin shit. I swear if you rape me it'll be yo last time.

I forgot how strong he was. He was so pissed, words couldn't even describe how pissed he was. He grabbed me and pished me against the wall and pinned my wrists above my head.

Diggy: Now its gonna hurt and you gon like it. I was gon take it easy but -he took off his pants and boxees off and ripped my clothes, literally- you forced me.

He rammed himself inside me which made me scream in pain but he covered my mouth to shut up.

Me: -crying-

Diggy: -grunting- ah. You like that huh? Well, you gon love this. -he went deeper-

Me: -bit his hand and he removes it- ahhh! Get off me! HEEEEELLLLPPP! Uh! Uh!

Diggy: see you liking it -hears roc come through the door- lets see if you boyfriend can hear you. Now louder! -he went harder and deeper-

Me: Ahhhhh! ROOOOCCC! HEEEEELLLLPPP MMMMEEEE!

roc heard my cry and came upstairs and saw what diggy was doing to you.

Roc: -pissed and punched the ahit out of diggy. Punched him in his face 10 times- Didn't i tell you leave my gurl alone! -punches him- You son of a bitch! -punches him-

Diggy spit up blood and put his clothes back on. He looked at me and said thanxs ma and i will be back. Let me hear that you ain't pregnant. Everyday! Then he left. Roc came to me and held me in his arms.

Roc: baby! Baby! -my eyes started closing- No baby! Cmon stay with me! Stay with me!

Me: Roc?

Roc: yeah?

Me: don't tell anyone and please sont bring me to the hospital? I just wanna lay with you. And i'm alive.

Roc: okay. Sash, what did he mean everyday?

Me:.....