Darkness and Love

Chapter 7: Deep

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*Gabrielle's Perspective*

Why her? Out of everyone on this planet, her. I whispered, "God, why do this to me..." I fell to the floor and put my hands to my face. Louis Tomlinson. I loved him for years until he moved schools and completely ignored all the texts and Skypes. And I actually thought I had a chance with him! Ha! I will always be the second choice. I frowned when I heard a knock on the door.

"Gabrielle, you really can't stay in there forever, please come out and eat something." Said louis. I rolled my eyes and hopped onto his bed. I could here him sigh and walk downstairs. I smiled and looked around again. In the corner of the room, there was a beanbag chair with a pile of old pictures. Louis always talked about becoming a photographer and I guess he's chasing his dream. There were photos of flowers, waterfalls and basically nature; they were all so beautiful. I picked up the last picture to find it of the one and only, Angel. I smirked at her attempt of being sexy. Under it though was a green iPhone. I picked it up but ended up throwing it on the bed. I shouldn't be looking at his stuff! It's private property! But then again so was Angel. She was Harry's private property and Louis has been rubbing himself all over her. So I picked up and again, there was no code. Thank god for Louis's stupidness. His photo album were basically of him and Harry but Louis still kept every one of the old pics we took together. My stomach growled and I sighed. Good times. Next, I checked his messages. Stupid. They were all from Angel. I scrolled to the top and began reading:

A: Baby, I miss u lotz PLZ come over:) xxxxxxxxx 401

L: Sorry sweetie, I'm with Harry, ill talk to u later:)

A: Ugh fine. I saw him talking to the bitch whore Gabrielle today. What a waste of time:P

L: Uh haha yeah

A: Isn't she a bitch?!"

L: Oh um yeah a HUGE one! And fat too! Why would harry want HER?!

A: That's right baby, we will text later, Hun:) love you:) mwah

L: I love you to babe.

How could he?!?! After everything?!?? Louis always stood up to bullies for me! And now he is one! I searched every one of his drawers till I found the right one. Once I found the pencils, I found the pencil sharpeners and took one apart. I picked up the biggest blade and took a deep breath. My heart said no, but my mind said yes. It sucks that I always listen to my mind. I slid the blade across my pale skin and watch the blood slowly trickle down the wrist I never cut deep enough to black out, until today. The pain slowly erased and I cut again. And again, and again and again. And again. A little to deep. I collapsed to the ground with the sound of knocking on the door.