Goodbye

Part One: Who and How?

I was a kind, timid middle school girl. I had many close friends. I was very talented in various arts. I was one of the smartest students in my grade. I had many tragedies in my life. But I never failed to have a smile on my face. I was always happy despite my hardships. I had no reason to die. I actually held hope for many. I was proof that anyone could accomplish anything. I had very little enemies. I don't think I committed suicide. I had no reason to. But then, why did I die?

My closest friends are Jen, Kevin, Triss, Shay, and Jacaline. Kevin and I had been friends for two years. Wherever Kevin was, I was right there. Vice Versa. I would make him lunches and the whole nine yards. But then one day, Kevin got really pissed off at me. He declared that we were no longer friends and demanded that I returned everything I ever borrowed from him. The only thing I was unable to return was a book. I went up to him crying, telling him I couldn't find it. He then harassed me over messages about the matter and if I didn't return it he would call the police.

Jen and I had been friends for a year. We shared lunch and drinks. We never had time to really hate each other and she always teamed up with me in arguments. We were really good friends.

Triss loved me like a sister. We laughed and joked around for hours. But there was a side to Triss that always concerned me, Triss had depression. Her parents neglected her. I was one of the only people she could trust.

I had a secret love affair with Shay. Shay had loved me ever since we first met. I never really loved her back until one day when we were older. We talked about marriage and such. We were happy.

Jacaline and I were friends due to our love of anime. Also we had a lot in common.