Taken in by the Winchesters

Can i take this?

Pov Red
It's been months since I thought about cutting, the boys made me stop cold turkey. I guess I've been fine that was until the boys finally left me alone. Gosh I feel like shit! I want to go cut so bad my arm is throbbing to be sliced. I have to stay strong for the boys. I stand in front of the mirror in the bathroom and I start crying. I want to stay strong but I don't know if I can so I pray. I pray for someone to come stop me, I pray for God to take away this pain, I pray that the boys will get home in time, I pray saying how much I miss them. I take the blade from its hiding spot, I jump up on the sink and sit with the blade to my bare skin. The tears just fell from my eyes. I can't stay strong. I pray one last time but for some reason I find my self praying to cas ask for him to get here and stop me or get the boys before it was to late. I was just about to cut my skin when I heard loud banging on the bathroom door. I must have not heard it before now cause in 3 seconds of hearing it it comes crashing down. To my surprise it was Dean. Me and him didn't get along to well we had lots of fights he rarely talked to me really. But now he is standing in front of me grabbing the blade and sitting it on the counter beside me. I can't hear what he is say I lost it I start crying. He hugs me tight saying he want leave again, that it's okay, I won't let you do that, I'm here. He kisses my head and shh me tell me it's ok. I hug him so tight. I never thought I'd be doing this with him maybe Sam maybe cas but Dean no never but here we are hugging each other tight. I slowly let go and turn to walk away but before I go I turn to look at him and say "thank you Dean" I slowly walked away to my room.

Pov Dean
We just get to were we are going it's not to far from the bunker. I worried if red was going to be ok. Her and I didn't get along very well but there was something in me that made me want to protect her. Like she was the sister I never wanted. But we had to do this hunt. We were getting to lay down before the big hunt tomorrow when Castiel popped in with a horrific face. He than told us he heard reds prayers and told us something was wrong. I got in the car as fast as I could with my stuff Sammy following me. I drove 25 over the speed limit, hoping no cops are around. Gosh what is she thinking. Wait I know what she is thinking. I've been there. we get there I'm so worried about her. I get out so fast that I'm the first one to door. I bang for a good 2 minutes no answer I'm can't wait for her not to answer she may be dying. I bust the door down and she she is sitting there tears running down and a blade to her arm but no cuts yet. I run up to her and hug her and say things I wanted to hear when I was like this. She hugs me tightly . She backs away and starts walking away. I want to stop her but I know she want to be alone. She turns around and looks me in the eye and says "thank you Dean" she walks away before I get to say anything. So I stand there memorized. Cas pops in and walks up to me and hugs me saying he loves me and she be ok, check on her in a little bit, Come on let's go sit down. God did I love him.