ᴍʜᴀ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs [angsty]

ED [kirideku]

Content: Izuku had ED since he was 10. Not that kind when he couldn't eat, he had exactly the opposite. It was mostly caused by his anxiety which was helped by eating. He got a little bit..chubby over the years. Still healthy, but he had to lose weight. A few people were mocking him in school, mostly from 1B but Mineta joined too.

His lover, Kirishima always told him to not feel bad about his weight, he really thought and knew that Izuku was beautiful. He didn't know about the greenette's father but he knew about the mocking in school. He already punched a few kids when he heard them talking shit about his lover.

It was currently winter break in school and Izuku couldn't handle it anymore. His disorder switched to the other side.

Slight a/n: you're beautiful no matter what's your weight!!<3

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3rd person pov

It's been two months since Izuku's father came back home, since then everything turned bad. Like really bad. He had been beating and mocking Izuku for his weight, even if he wasn't overweight.

The winter break lasted 2 weeks and the changes came on the second day.

After all the pain he received he couldn't handle it anymore. His breaking point was on the first day of the break, when his father raped him, and cut his body everywhere he had 'useless weight'.

He felt so disgusting. Disgusted of himself. Disgusted of his body.

"it's okay..it's okay..he didn't mean it.. Right? H-he was drunk.. He didn't.." the greenette mumbled to himself, rocking back and forth in the corner, still in terror of what just happened. His father left the house 10 minutes ago, right after he was done with his..action.

He felt so disgusting that he just wanted to sink under the ground and disappear forever. He didn't know what to do, a world crushed inside of him. He was hopeless.

He limped to the bathroom trembling and sat in the bathtub as he turned on the water. He felt warm tears rolling down on his cheeks as the burning hot water filled the tub. He loved that feeling. The hot water making his skin tingle all over, leaving red marks. He didn't take a bath since a week, his father usually didn't let him. He sighed in relief as the water slowly turned pink from the blood coming from his recent wounds. He felt the stinging pain in his whole body. He started to laugh, cry and basically scream at the same time. He felt like he was going crazy..

He sat in the bathtub for like an hour until he calmed down a bit and the water got a bit colder, then he decided to get out. He slipped on an oversized plain white shirt with black sweatpants. He looked in the mirror and nearly puked. 'Disgusting.. So fucking DISGUSTING!!' he thought as he watched his body, tears running down on his cheeks. Red burn marks seemed on his neck and arms where the water touched it.

He couldn't get help, his boyfriend was on holiday and he didn't want to bother.

Time skip

It was now the last day of the winter break. Since the 'incident' Izuku barely ate. Only once or twice a week, that's just to still keep himself alive. Of course Kiri texted him everyday like he used to, just to make everything's okay. Izuku just kept telling him that everything was fine and he shouldn't worry. What a lie.

His dad haven't changed at all, even though he already lost nearly 41 pounds which was an incredible amount of weight to lose in two weeks but with the starving and workout he has done, it wasn't so hard.

Izuku pov

I woke up to the sound of glass breaking, coming from downstairs. Great. Dad's probably drunk again. I thought as I looked at the clock to see that it's already 5:46am meaning I have around 20 minutes to get ready.