Lau
It's been driving me crazy. To know that my sister won't accept the love of my life breaks my heart. She'll never understand how much I wanted a woman like this in my life. But now that I have got her and now she wants to take it away.
Mahogani
I woke up feeling happy. I looked up to see me being cradled by Lau and his mouth partially opened. I didn't want to wake him so I quickly grabbed my phone. I saw a message from Dad
'Call me when you get a chance'
I felt even happier to talk to my Father. He's always there to clear my mind.
I licked the back of Laurent's ear, making him humm. "Wake up" I giggled in his ear. "Ughhh" he whined.
"I let you smash real quick" I teased in his ear. "IM UP" he quickly raised himself from the bed.
I died in laughter walking into the bathroom. I teased my hair and sat on the sink watching him put the greases and lotion in his hair.
"What's the difference in sex & making love ?" I asked without hesitation.
"Well making love I think is caring for the other make sure what they want is done. Sex? Just being inside a woman" he answered.
Deep down I wanted to make his dreams come true. To make the bed his throne. I spat into the sink and walked out. I smelled his sweetness get stronger "Why? You want to make love to me?" he asked. I stopped in my tracks. I just stood there frozen in thought, remembering our first time.
It was right after my grandpa died and he was cuddling me in his bedroom. I remember the bulge in his pants and him apologizing. "I'm ready" I whispered softly in his ear.
"I don't know how" I mumbled. "You don't have to... You my queen" He said holding my waist, rubbing himself against my thigh.
"But your my King" I whispered.
"I'll show you" he mumbled. "Can we go eat now" I whined.
"Get dressed" he said slapping my ass.
"Oww" I pouted rubbing my now sore spot. I put on my sleeveless Rolling Stones shirt and my ripped jeans. I wore my Jordan 13s and threw on almost all of my jewelry. "I need some more rings" I mumbled.
"Please non be like Larry" He said grabbing Lauren from the second room.
"Be quite"
I ran downstairs putting my food together. I grabbed a baby-food container from the cabinet. There was a knock at the door that Lau ran to open, reveling my grandma. "GRANNY!" Lauren yelled before I could. "Hey babies. Came to hangout this morning there's a lot going down at the house"
Every time she says something is going down its tearing her apart.
I put my egg in the pan, sprinkling paprika in it. I threw it in the breakfast sandwich. Repeating it 3 times.
I feed Lauren while I dialed my Dad.
"Hello?" he's sleepy voice answered.
"Hey Daddy, You wanted to talk?"
"Yeah you home? I'll stop by real quick"
"That'll work"
We soon ended the conversation, giving me time to eat and talk with my Grandma. "I don't know what I'm going to do" she said suddenly dropping her sandwich. "What happen mama?" he said with worry in his eyes.
I loved this part about him. He was deeply concerned for me and my family and really wanted to know. He loved my family sometimes more than I did.
"I having problems with the house, I've paid it and the owner had a slip up" she said twirling at her fingers.
"We can get you a place ma" I said grabbing her hand. "I can buy another ho-"
"Non, No, No! I take care of you. Just let us" he said.
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"I got a lot to tell you" My dad said holding his grandchild.
"Spit" I said. "I got leave for the reserve again"
"How long?"
"6 months"
I froze. My heart froze. My father was dead serious he was actually leaving.
"Okay, That's fine" I swallowed the spit in my mouth, making sure I was able to speak. "You sure?" he asked making my eyes connect with his. I quickly looked down to my feet.
"Yeah, I'm positive." I said. "Okay, I'll be here all day because I'm leaving tomorrow" he said.
My heart wasn't just froze this time it really cracked in half, but I could never let my Dad see that. "Obviously work is more important than family" I said softly so that nobody could hear.
I went upstairs soon after going into the bathroom. "You okay?" I heard a voice say. "Whose that?" I looked around quickly to make sure I wasn't hearing things. I looked down to see a guy sitting on the toilet (not peeing) looking back at me.
"Who are you?"
"I'm Jordan, I was supposed to be your older brother but I died in the womb... ANYWAYSSS... What's wrong?"
"Nothing's wrong"
"I know what's wrong & I'm sorry for your lost"
"I wasn't aware I lost anything" I said checking my pockets.
"Just because your father has to leave, doesn't mean he won't be here"
"I gotta go" I said walking out the bathroom.
Every time I really need something I can't have it. I needed that man here but I did want his wishes met.
I sat in the bed, thinking of what to cook for dinner. I got up and stretched, collected our dirty clothes and went downstairs. I saw Laurent sleep on the floor leaning on the back of the couch where my Dad sat asleep with Lauren.
I went to the side room, throwing the clothes in the washer. I walked over to the island and sat on the side quietly ordering pizza & Chinese.
I heard Laurent's phone ring causing him to wake from his slumber. Lauren starting crying from the sudden distraction of her sleep.
I quick run to get her, putting her sucker in her mouth. Laurent seemed really concerned & worried. He was speaking fluent French on the phone.
I could understand a few things because I took 5 years of French in school. My mind translated the words
Work, Video, Music, Baby, Flight, and My Brother.
He walked over to the island sitting near me. "What was that about?" I ask trying to find something for Lauren to eat "Potatoes!" she screamed in my arms. "You want Potatoes?" I tickled her making her laugh.
"Potatoes!" she said pointing up to her baby food. I grabbed the one that said potatoes & gravy.
"We might have to go to work next month if that's fine?" he mumbled in a sad voice. "It's fine"
Deep down inside I wasn't okay. The guys I loved most were leaving me and I needed them way more than they needed me.
I paid for the food and sat it on the counter. Laurent took Lauren to be feed. I checked my email, quickly spotting a company, I sat my phone on the table
"What's wrong?"
"It's the modeling agency! Here, Here. You read it."
"I am happy to inform you that we would be interested for you to be a model for us. A plane ticket to Miami will be in the mail for you & a friend" He semi screamed.
"AHHHHHHHHH!" I yelled running around, outside, upstairs, and back down.
"DAMN GIRL YOU LOUD!" Dad yelled.
"Sorry" I whispered.
"Daddy I'm about to be a model!" I squealed.
"Oh I SO PROUD OF MY GIRL"
I read the rest and they want an interview soon take a few quick shoots and they call a little bit after.
Oh. My. God.
Sorry this has been taking forever. I've been busy. I'm writing a fanfic about
A$ap rocky called 'Myth City'. I not gonna bragg but that is really good. Comment if you want me to publish the 1st chapter. & vote please. Love y'all.
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