Live For Me

Part 1

Warning: mentions of self harm

About 17% of all people will self harm in there lifetime. With the average youngest age being just 13. Teens also tend to have the highest age to self-harm with being 17 percent of them admitting they self-harm and those are only the ones who admit it. But still you would never expect your friend to do it. All I know is that you never know what someone is going through.

Oliver was the quite sweet boy who tend to keep to himself. Daisy was the bubbly happy popular girl and yet no one would of imagined what they were going through. But once people find out what you're going through they never look at you the same.

"Hey Daisy are you even paying attention" Jorden says as he starts waving his hand in front of my face. Jorden has been my bestfriend/neighbor since we were four. My mom is betting we will get married when we are older but i see him more as a brother he is also the captain of the football team and I'm a cheerleader so we would be the perfect couple as she says.
Then there is Dakota she is his twin sister and honestly the most stunning girl I've seen she has long wavy dirty blond hair and deep brown eyes. Since the day they became my neighbours we have been inseparable.

"Oh yeah I'm paying attention " I say as I snap myself out of thought " so you're down to come to are place tomorrow for a movie night" asks Dakota "yeah sure sounds like fun" I say giving them a smile "alright walk over to our house at 8" yells Jordan as he starts running out of the cafe to hang out with the football team . "He is quite strange" says Dakota as she starts to laugh. " definitely " I say laughing.
" alright well I'm going to go and head home now " says Dakota giving me a smile as she quickly scoots out of the booth.

     I look around the room and I see a tall lanky boy with round glasses kinda like harry potters and brown hair almost covering his eyes. I don't think I've seen him before or maybe I just never noticed him as he kinda blends in not to be rude. But something draw me to him like I should know who he is but I don't hm I thought to myself.

So I quickly get up out off my seat and walk over to his table and pull up a chair . "Hey sorry but do I know you " I say giving a small smile. " you don't realize who I am do you" he says shaking his head with a small smile traced on his lips. "I really don't I'm sorry" I say laughing a little "well I'm Oliver it's been awhile huh" he says smiling a little I feel guilt flood through me Oliver Jordan's ex best friend Oliver the boy who's parents died when he was only 13.Oliver the boy who Jordan ditched when he got on the football team .

"What happen to you I haven't seen you since we were 13" I ask "I had to leave for a bit I was only gone for 4 years can't believe you forgot me " he says smiling showing his dimples. "Well I must admit you grown up quite a lot you finally got taller like you wanted and you switch your square glasses for round ones" I say giggling "yeah you've grown up quite a bit yourself to" he says smiling. "can I get you guys something" the waiter asks as she walks over.

     "Oh uh could I get a hot chocolate" asks Oliver as he pushes up the bridge of his glasses . "Make that two" I responded smiling
"Sure thing" she replies as she scurry's away "so how's Jorden been" asks Oliver "we don't have to talk about him" I say looking at the ground as I remember how it all went down.
Jorden is my best friend but man did he fuck go with Oliver.

It happened when they were 13 Oliver's parents had just passed like a month ago So he wanted to join the football team with Jorden to take his mind off of everything. But Oliver never made it on the team and slowly Jorden started leaving him for the popular boys. Me and Dakota tried talking to Oliver a couple times but we were never that close him and well one day Oliver asked him if he still wanted to hang out with him when Jorden was with his cool friends and we'll Jordan's friends started saying stuff about him hanging out with the orphan boy and Jorden told him to get lost Oliver left not even a week later .

     The waiter walked up with are drinks handing us the hot chocolates " that will be 3$" she says but before I can do anything Oliver goes to pay handing her five dollars so she can have a tip as he hands her the money I see his sleeve slip up a bit and i immediately feel sick to my stomach and I can tell Oliver can sense my sudden change in behaviour. "We need to leave let's go to my house please" I say trying not to breakdown "oh ok is everything alright" he asks

" yeah of course it is " I say giving him a smile as I quickly rush him into my car . I then start driving in silence no one saying anything only the sounds of the rain hitting the windshield could be heard . After about 5 excruciating minutes I pull into a empty parking lot "Oliver" I say not even above a whisper as I feel a tear fall down my cheek. "Where did you get those cuts" I say as I see him turn pale and he freezes.

A/N
Well that was the first chapter I hope you enjoyed it :)