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As a grade 8 student ay ginagawa kaming audience ng mga grade 9 or 10 basta mas mataas na grade saamin.

Bago pa mag start ang last subject namin ay tinawag kami para pumunta sa court at manood ng mga sayaw nila. Which is good but my eyes keep on looking at her — my old lover, Theresia.

Naging kami for almost three months I don't know pero nagsawa ata siya or dahil talaga sa selos sa para ko ng kapatid na si Sonny.

Nagkasira pa nga kami ni Son dahil sinisi ko siya kung bakit kami naghiwalay — in the other side may kasalanan din siya.

Pumunta kasi ako sa section nila to wait Theresia kasi susuyuin ko na nanaman dahil nakita niya akong may kasamang ibang babae. (lapitin ako eh ano magagawa natin? ) But to be honest bibili lang talaga kami ng manila paper para sa groupings namin sa araling panlipunan.
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'Pag pasok niya sa room nila ay hindi ko agad siya napansin dahil busy ako sa pakikipag kwentuhan ako kay Lei at Son. At ang pagtatanong kung pa'no siya susuyuin.

Magkatabi pa naman kami ni Sonny tapos nakasandal ulo ko sa kan'ya nakayakap din siya sa'kin. I see him as a little brother but I think naisip ni Resia na nagche- cheat ako.

Napansin ko na lang siya ay nung kasama niya si Angel. The one who tells me na aagawin niya sa'kin si Theresia. The fuck Theresia, really her?

Pupuntahan ko na sana siya kaso lumabas kaya hindi ko na inabutan magt- time na din, baka magalit na naman si madam.

By the recess naisipan kong bumili ng chuckie and magsulat ulit ng poem for her. The time na binigay ko ngumiti lang siya so I think kaya pa but it turns out na hindi.

Binalik niya sa'kin kasama 'yung poem gusot na ito at chuckie na binigay ko. Si Angel talaga ang nagabot nasa likod lang si Theresia na nakahawak sa waist ni Angel?!

But we have a closure na pinagsisisihan kong sabihin dahil that's my second heart break.

Since that time hindi ko na siya pinansin. Everytime na tatawagin ako ni Leila at kasama niya si Theresia, makikipag usap lang ako kay Lei at aalis na din, I made her like invisible to me.

And I can see pain in her eyes everytime I do that. And when Lei notice that i'm ignoring her she will glare at me to make me say hi to her. And after I say hi to her, her eyes sparkles like the stars that still shining even in the midnight while raining hard — so pretty.

But now it seems different I totally made her disappear to my sight and it made her terrible in concentrating on her acads, Lei says that to me. That since the day I didn't talk nor glance at her she never participate to any recitation kahit tawagin siya ng teacher.

She will always say  "sorry sir/ma'am hindi ko po alam"  but deep inside alam niya 'yung sagot.

It broke my heart but in the same time I think she deserves it.

The day before na recognition, lunch time. Wala ng estudyante sa room namin dahil nagsilabas muna para bumili.

Kiko went to our room to talk to me, of course it's about Theresia. He talk me in our room where my adviser was sleeping so we can't talk loudly but I can't promise that I won't shout during this conversation

" Eonor, can you... please go back to Resia? I know it's hard for you both but ako ang mas nahihirapahan sa inyo. Everytime I see her eyes when she can't answer what's the teacher asks her everytime she's zooning out, it brokes me even Lei and Son. They're having a hard time convincing Resia to move on. "  He explained I didn't know that. I didn't know na nahihirapan na siya ng gano'n but siya ang may gusto siya ang nangiwan, hindi ako.