Way back home, [English]

My sky

I have a sky.

my own!

there aren't any planets in my sky YET, but there are so many stars.

uncountable amount of them.

at the end of each day or late nights when i can't sleep thats what i'm doing. admiring my stars.

atleast i used to think that way, like i owned the stars as well as i owned the sky, but no.

No no no no

the stars weren't mine.

none of them.

not even a single one.

do you know how i found out?

when all the stars started to disappear or die, i should learn to look at an empty sky,
and feel it's total dark sublime, though this might take me a little time.

as a kid i used to be terrified of darkness and night time, now after 19 and a couple of months, night time is the only time i can truly be myself, it's when i feel the most alive, when i lay still and thank god for hours.
for my parents, my friends, my family most importantly.

everything gets better with time they said, well, i think they are right, imma give it time.

maybe the sparkles of your love appeared again?

maybe my stars came back from death?

who knows maybe i even got myself a moon or planets?

just wait, wait, and wait.