story where jinwoo gets home late and cancel their planned date.he always apologize him,saying that next time they will have the greatest date.but thats just old saying,a lie that always comes out of his mouth.but thats just dokja's pinion.
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"im sorry honey, i might cancel our date tonight, is it ok?" jinwoo's voice sounded like a bored tone for his ears."ok." dokja give his lunch to his husband,he always make sure to put a lot of food in there.main dish,dessert, even some snacks for when he's hungry.
"goodbye babe,love you!" "bye,love you too" when jinwoo leaves he felt empty. it has been like this every time jinwoo leaves, he felt empty, alone, numb.but alas, dokja started his daily routine of cleaning their house,as he's cleaning, he thought of his husband.'why is he lways so busy?' 'cant he spare some time for his lover?' ' is he cheating on me?' all of those thoughts filled his mind, haunting him like a nightmare.
the whole day he decided to spend his time talking to sooyoung, just talking bout random stuff.what? do you think dokja will talk about his situation to his friend? no, this is kim dokja. for all that he loves others,he is extremely hash on himself,being insecure and having very low self-esteem and self-worth.
after he finished talking to sooyoung , he takes a bath then slept in his bed.the home that has filled with love and laughter was now empty and cold. it's like a whole different house.dokja was really tired,he doesn't even know why. the whole day he has just cleaned and talk to sooyoung, thats it. it's probably nothing.
a few weeks have passed.the same routine repeated every day, "im so sorry baby,, but i just cant, i have this very important meeting. and i cant pass it. im sorry ok?" "yeah,its ok." he felt numb, he doesn't even know why he ask him on a date. he already knows the answer anyways. everytime he ask and gets rejected he gest more numb to the answer, he's not even sad now. which is weird because usually it would make him cry for hours, sobbing to his pillow making a mess.but now,he felt hollow, without a soul.
he doesn't know if he can live like this,,but he's just really pathetic. feeling all sad, keeping all his sad tales to himself, he hasn't even done anything to confront his husband. someone like himself was bound to find an ending like this.
toodles~
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sung jinwoo x kim dokja
Lãng mạnoneshots of dokja and jinwoo love stories,, you can leave if you want , this is going to be mostly confusing and cringe,bc i do this as a hobby =) (i do try to improve each time)
