"PLAN"
I WROTE MY PLAN in this notebook. I didn't really know where i got this but i just found it in the cabinet.
I know writing plans in a notebook is dumb. Why? Because they can see or find it anytime.
This isn't really my plan. Probably just a distraction? I dont really know if i can fool them with this. But i do hope that they fall for it.
They don't know what kind of person i am now. Ever since me and manjirou split he never knew anything about me.
Well except to the fact that i am always in ads and internet.
My hands hurts right now! I dont even know why im giving so much damn efforts writing this fake ass plan!
I sighed out as i felt my stomach vibrating.
Thats right. I didn't eat once again. I don't know why but manjirou told me that i was not allowed to go outside.
He didn't even left me any food or handed me one.
What was i even expecting?
I slumped myself on the desk as i stare at the window in my room.
Its not locked. Probably because they think that I wouldn't jump out.
I mean. Were literally in the highest floor.
Once i jump. There's no way im surviving the fall!
Its good though. If i had enough of suffering in this cruel place. I wouldn't hesitate to jump off and just die.
I stood up and closed the notebook. I put it back where i found it. And the ballpen too.
It makes me wonder who owns it? Cause just by looking at it. I believe that someone had teared it.
I lazily walked towards the bed. I hate being like this. I haven't eaten anything and its making me weak and dizzy.
I buried my face on the pillow and tried putting myself to sleep so that i cant feel the starving right now.
Sadly it isn't working. Its because i just woke up just earlier.
Ugh! I swear to grandfathers ashes im gonna get revenge on this people!
But first i need to scape.
I flinched when i heard knocking on the door. Fuck that scared me.