Hyunnie pov
when i got home i went to my room without talking to anyone. should i tell them the truth? who i really am? Its been one year since i keep this secret. will they accept me. Haish. My life is in a mess. I messed up my hair and slumped myself on the bed . i miss hyunmin oppa. My blood brother. But he is gone .. Forever..
He is the one who give me strength and hope. But after he left i become different . very different. I also pick up fight and cut my wrist and i got home late at night drunk . Only Jungkook , suga oppa , rapmon oppa and jin oppa know who i really am. I only know Jhope oppa and the others since last year. My thoughts was interupted by a knock.
"Nugu?" i said without opening the door . still in my bed.
"Hope oppa here. Hyunnie. come and eat. " That voice. how will he react if he know.
"I have no appetite go ahead and eat" a tear drop from my eye. should i or should i not. I saw a beer on the shelf . i open it and drink it .
Jhope pov
"i have no appetite go ahead and eat" mwo? Hyunnie never talk like that before. I went to the kitchen and sit down.
"Hyunnie say she dont have appetite to eat. she never come out from her room since she got home " When i said that jungkook got up from his seat.
"Noona?!" we heard a shout from upstairs . i think he know how to settle thing. i let out a big sigh.
Jungkook pov
There is something wrong with noona.
"Noona?!" i shouted without knocking on her door.
"mwo?" I was suprised when i saw her. her hair was in a mess and she was crying and she look drunk.
"noona wae?" She didnt say anything and hug me . i could smell the beer that she drink. No this cant be happening. Her sobs were getting heavy. I carried her to the balcony that was near her room. "noona? gwaechana? wae? yahh noona . Dont be like this again " "Jungkookie . Should i tell them. hurh? Do you know how depressing my life is. I should just die from the beggining" my eyes started to get teary. no i cant lost her. "Noona . Dont do anything stupid. what do u mean . should u tell them? Noona u should just go to sleep u are so drunk now " i carried her to her room and put her on the bed. i went to the living room. Tears started to drop from my eyes.
"Jungkook wae?" I saw jimin hyung infront of me. i hug him "im scared hyung. im scared something will happen to Noona" "gwaechana she will be alright" Jimin hyung bring me to the room and comfort till i sleep.
Jhope pov
I went to Hyunnie room . I smell beer in her room. i went near her bed. i look at her . she was totally different. her hair was in a mess. there are 2 cans of beer at her table. I wonder whats happening to her. I hope she will be okay. i went next to her to make sure she is okay . i always promise myself i will take care of her.
