I don't really know if am lonely or just a ball of anxiety and depression. Today I had a great day, did my work well ,laughed alot had fun with co workers ( laughing out loud belly hurting kind of fun). The moment I left work my place of work my mood drop to the negatives, second guessing my whole day, and thinking I offended everyone somehow, were they laughing with me or at me, definitely at me ..and my whole day ,my good day in a long time,just like that... erased!!!!
