Chapter 8

21 3 0
                                    

Alex's P.O.V
---------------------------------------------------------------

I woke up with  Katie still wrapped in my arms. I couldn't help but feel like she belongs there. I know I cheated, but nothing never felt right as it does with Katie. I thought I loved Jade. But I feel like Katie is the one. Katie brings out the good in me. I guess I just have to see where this goes.but I know I have to break up with Jade. Katie looks like an angel when she sleeps. I know what we did was wrong but I had no control, but in a way I did I didn't want to stop. I don't regret any of it. It was magical. Fuck I sound fucking feminine. I should go take a shower. I leave her a note that says:

Katie

I woke up before you I went to take a shower and go for a run. I would of woke you up, but you look so peacful when you sleep. So I let you sleep.~Alex

I placed it next to her. Kussed her forehead. Went for my shower qnd early morning run. When I get outside I putmy headphones in my ear and take off for my daily run. Listening to thinking out loud by Ed sheeran. I think about Katie while listening to this. I never ever got these feelings from any girl. I always had this dream. I wanted to commit to one girl. When I talked about it with Jade she laughed in my face told me she would never ever commit and if we were in a realtionship then it has ro be open or there will be no relationship. My friends warned me about Jade. She a slut. She will never commit bro. Once a slut always a slut. Bro your wasting your time the never change.

I can't help hut think logan was right. She would never change for me. Let alone anyone else.so whats th point in trying. She will never love. She is only in it for the sex. So why did she say yes when I asked her out?

Small townWhere stories live. Discover now