I woke up with it being a bad day... sometimes I have good and bad days it bc if my depression and I feel guilty on those days.
I put my phone on dnd and cried the whole day my mom usually knows when it's one of those days. She is usually there for me but that day she was gone. This day was not a sad day this day was different
I felt more hurt than ever before I felt that it would never go away. After awhile I went on my phone and went live my phone was faced to the wall so the didn't see my face
User193738: ngl u ugly for dd lol dd you know where home is
DDloverrr: yea her Instagram photos are umm yea js go and kys
I saw comments like that and I wanted to cry more I ended the live without saying anything I remembered that my mom had a gun in her room I got up slowly crying so much I knew I wasn't on my period bc I had js got off mine so I knew I wasn't gonna regret this
I walked in her room and clutched in to the gun I was crying so much I couldn't breathe right before I pulled the trigger the door burst opened and I looked quickly to see it was dd
"NAOMI NO" he said but I lowered the gun to my stomach and dd jumped on me pulling the gun away "Naomi please You can't do this to me" he said still on me "dd it's for the better" with that I dropped the gun and tried to run in the kitchen but dd held on to me I couldn't go " na it's ok I'm here" he said he picked me up and took me to my room "dd I js wanna lay with you all day" I said "shhhh" he said laying on my bed pulling me onto him I felt so safe with him.
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I was trying to call Naomi this whole day she had her phone on dnd and I thought I did som which I didn't so I wanted to go to her house but before I could sit my phone down I see Naomi went live I went to see a lot of hate comments and she wasn't showing her face
I remember she told me she had days where she would be sad and js everything was hurtfull she hated her depression and she barley took her meds I quickly got up to go to her house
I knocked on the door 3 times before I got her spare key I ran up the stairs to go to her room but I didn't see her I went to see if her mom was home and saw Naomi with a gun to her head and her eyes filled with tears "Naomi no" I said and jumped on her she put the gun to her stomach "Naomi please don't do this to me" I said my heart was hurt if she died my souls dies
"Dd it's for the better" she said I looked at her and she tried to run out to the kitchen but I held her back I could see the pain In her eyes "Na it ok" I said calling her the nickname she told me when we first met I picked her up snd took her to her room I laid down on my back "dd I js wanna lay with u all day" she said "shhhh" I pulled her on top of me and she layed there I wanted to do more but I know she needed me right now
It was late and she had been a sleep for long I shook her to wake her "mhm" she said "do you want me to stay the night" she looked up at me with puffy eyes she nodded and I kissed her forhead I wanted to be with her all the time I slowly dowsed of bc it was 12
HEY YALL SAD STORY ANYWAY I GOT MIXED UP WITH THE PHOTOS LAST EP SORRY YALLLLL
