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Yall know that feeling of absolute betrayal that you get when somebody you love and trust does you dirty?

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Yall know that feeling of absolute betrayal that you get when somebody you love and trust does you dirty?

Like your heart hurts just thinking about how they hurt you and you think that it's your fault but it really isn't?

That's how I've felt for about 9 years, every time I think back to the day that I got kidnapped, I ask myself if it was something that I did that made them wanna leave me? I get that it was a prank and I have forgiven them for it but whenever I think about it, I just feel as if it was my fault.

But then I realized that I was only 8 and there was nothing I could've done about it. They thought that it was a good idea to leave a 8 year old outside by herself knowing that she didn't wanna go on walk in the first place.

I get that they thought that it was a joke and that I would be fine, but im not fine and what they did caused me to be here in this, basically, torture warehouse for 9 years. I just pray that they know that I've forgiven them because they didn't know that this would happen.

Anyways, thats the past ig, and this is now and right now i'm just laying down on this bare bed with nothing but a thin blanket covering me, waiting on sanii and saiyr to wake up.

Today is a sports day and that means that I have to wait for him to come and get me and sanii to start our workout and stuff. We normally get up at 5:00 but it's currently 7:30 and he still isnt here but i'm not even gonna question it cause I know that God is working.

30 minutes has passed and he still hasn't came, so I decided to wake up Sanii so we can do our prayer and morning devotional.

We don't have a bible or anything with us, so we just sing some gospel songs and I tell her some scriptures that I know by heart and we sit and meditate on them.

As I was getting up to get sanii, something started to bang on the door outside of closet we are staying in. I immediately go to get Ka'sanii and Saiyr and hold them against my chest as the banging gets louder.

Out of nowhere a big bang sounds and it wakes up both Ka'sanii and saiyr and theu both started crying. I knew I had to get them to quite down because I didn't know who was out there and I didn't want them to get hurt.

So I started doing the thing that always calms them down. I started to sing For Your Glory by Tasha Cobbs and they almost immediately calmed down and started sniffling.

I hoped that whoever was out there didn't hear them but I knew that they heard when I saw the closet door open. I was absolutely terrified of who was out there but I didn't show my fear cause I knew that if I showed mine then my babies would become more scared than they are now. So instead I just kept my head down as I felt whoever was there staring at me in what felt like shock.

Then I heard him yell out to somebody and say, "Captain, we have a problem."

Captain? Who is this?

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