So context, we met last year and after a while I was 'damn he kinda fine' and I wasn't going to say anything because y'know, people are just friends for a reason. But then this year I had the fantastic idea to post stuff about my crushes on my story. So, first time it was post-its I had wrote things on (I covered the names so that he wouldn't know cause I knew he would see it) and the next day he asked me who it was and told him it was multiple people (not lying I just didn't want to say a name) and you know stuff was alright and good but I just had to post about making things for the crushes I had (the story literally said "I'm spending way too much time on someone who probably only sees me as a friend") and he asked who, again, and obviously I wasn't going to tell him that he was who I made that story about so I had him guess (genius, right?) he guess literally every person in our ELA class except for himself so I thought 'Yeah, maybe he'll forget about this' but no he had to say "Is it me?"
In a panicked state I started texting one of our friends;
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Now go forward to about October-ish and I went to friend's sibling's birthday party (funny because I also stoped being friends with them just later), I stayed the night there with the friend I had texted that day. I told them about him rejecting me and they "Oh I know, he told me" and I was like damn beat me to it, and they were telling me about how with everyone else he rejected he'd tell them nice things about them but with me, he told them everything he didn't like about me. So yeah, long story short I absolutely hate that I have like no fucking legit friends in my ELA class, not at this point in the timeline, but right now at this point in the school year? Absolutely no one
