i'm that girl. tall, brown hair, pretty and popular at our school. not that its that hard to be popular at my school because were only like 50 students from the ages between 3-12. anyways not to brag or anything but mostly every girl at my school wants to be me. but they dont know the truth. im actually very depressed, i might sound a a pick me but its true. i recently started to cut myself. Its actually very nice, i distence from my friends and family. but worst of all, im having suicide thoughts pretty frequently, and i hate it. my parents never wants to do stuff with me ever since they split 3 years ago. its been pretty rough. i had every reason to just give up and end it all but my only real friend/best friend was the only thing keeping me alive.
i love her, but im not so sure that she still loves me. we became friend on the 1 day of kindergarden, we were like 5-6 years old. we played everyday and when we got older we hung out atleast once a week. but now it just feels like a waist. im an overthinker and i overthink everything, and now when she found a new friend/bestfriend it just feels empty. and i cant do anything about it. atleast i have my soulmate, aka my bestfriend. we met last summer and i love her to death. shes my ride or die. i love her so much that i cant even explain it. lucky for me both her and most of her friend have almost the same problems as me, so i can talk to her if i need to.
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this was the first "chapter" of this aoutobiography love yall<3333
okej detta var det första "kapitlet" på denna selfbiography tror jag att det heter lol men aja ta hand om er<3333
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im that broken girl
Randomthis is a book about my life and my thoughts. if you want me to make one in a swedish/updated version please comment(tw mension of suicide and sh) and also please know that it will be some miss spelling and other stuff<3
