Savior - Dee x trans male y/n

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(y/n's perspective)

{dream}

'i wake up in a dark alley, broken bottles everywhere. i try to move but i can't, i look around and see all the people who have wronged me. they start to talk, then they all look at me and start to throw stuff at me. i make an attempt to scream but nothing comes out. they get closer and closer until-'

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i wake up in a panic, hyperventilating, shaking uncontrollably. i stand up but am forced to hold onto the wall, i walk to my bathroom and wash my face, i slowly stop shaking. i check my phone "2am" i mumble going back to my bed, *ding* checking my phone i see a message from dee, 'hey you awake?' he says, 'yep, what's up?' i send back, 'wanna ft?' he asks, my face slightly heats up, 'sure!' i reply, then his contact shows up on my screen i click except and he shows up on my screen, we both have dim lights in our rooms so we can just barely see each others faces. "Hi" I say with a smile, "hello" dee says smiling too. We talk about everything both laying down, eventually we both fall asleep still on FaceTime. when i wake up the FaceTime is still on, he looks so peaceful. so comfortable, i miss him, i get to see him at school today. "[DEADNAME] GET DOWN HERE" i hear my dad yell, fuck i say to myself as i hang up and go down stairs. "what do you want father..?" i ask, "why aren't you ready for school yet!?" he says aggressively, the smell of alcohol fills my nose. "i don't have to be there for another hour" i say calmly, "you think you can do anything you want don't you, i saw you made food yesterday" he says getting closer to me. i take a step back, "go to bed, you are drunk" i say. he pushes me to the ground, 'what is this' i think then he kicked me, hard in the stomach. 'nonononononono i can't do this again' i think as he kicked me again and again and again. he leaves me on the floor, tears fill my eyes and i just cry, i manage to stand up and go to my room, locking the door and putting a chair under the nob i start to get dressed. i grab my backpack and see dee outside. i go join him, 'i'm in so much pain i can barely walk' i think , "hey, y/n!" dee says as we get close. "hi" i say very defeated. "what's wrong? is everything okay?" he asks in a concerned tone. i don't have the energy to lie to him. i just look down and say nothing. he grabs my shoulder, "you know you can tell me anything right?" he says looking at me. "we don't have to go to school, if you want we can go somewhere" he says, i nod, he takes me to a park and i lay in the grass, my head in his lap.

(dee's perspective)

he lays their head on my lap, they look so peaceful. "dee?" he says snapping me out of my thoughts, "yeah?" i say, "you've been starring at me" he says with a giggle. i look away blushing a bit. his breathing starts to get heavy and fast, i look back "what's wrong?" i ask very concerned, "i'm *sniff* f-fine" they say, "i know that's not true, are you hurt?" i ask, he nods, "where i have some medical supplies in my bag" i say grabbing my bag, they sit up and pull up their shirt a bit showing bad bruises on their stomach, i look a little shocked, i grad rubing alcohol and bandages. i put rubing alcohol on a cloth and wipe down the area, they wince a bit, i wrap up the bruises. "what happened y/n?" i ask, "i- i fell" they say hesitantly, his body language shows that he's lying. "*sigh* i know that's a lie" i say looking at them. they look at me with tears in his eyes, they lean forward and hug me, i hug him back, "i can't tell you what happened, i can't tell anyone" they say with his head on my shoulder. "if you ever can i won't tell anyone, your the closest friend i've got. i would never dream of spilling your secrets" i say, he nods and let's go of me. he lays on the grass and sighs, "i guess i can tell you" they say, "whenever your ready" i say, "my da-father, he gets drunk and can't control himself, i try to make sure he doesn't hurt himself but he ends up hitting me when i do. he would never do anything if he was sober but when he's drunk he just can't control himself" they say hesitantly. "i'm sorry, if you every need i can sneak you into my house, or i can talk to my mother and maybe she'll listen." i say looking at them. "thank you dee, and maybe your mother can meet me when she's not upset. i'm just scared, what she said last time really hurt" he says, "i'll talk to her, and she didn't mean it, my dad yelled at her about it, she just didn't know that you are trans" i say, they look at me and nod.

A/n

Hi I'm so sorry for not updating, I  really hope you like this chapter<3