BEHIND THE DOOR

𝙨𝙞𝙭 : 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪?

snapping back to reality jungkook immediately ran behind you. When he reached there, you shut the door on his face making him shudder.

taking steps closer to the door, he gently placed his palm against it.

"yn." he softly called out your name. "I'm really sorry, baby." he sighed. "can we have a little talk, please? I promise I won't bother you anymore if you still find me guilty after that." his voice never left the gentleness.

"baby?" he again called you but sighed when you didn't respond. he decided to let you have time to digest whatever you saw or comprehended.

yet he never wanted you to find out about it by yourself and instead wanted to tell you by himself.

the morning he thought would be the finest became the most horrifying one and he feared this day would come.

he was restless and wanted to hold you close and let you pour all your emotions on him as much as you want, as long as you want but on the other hand, he didn't want to make you angrier when you were already going through it.

glancing at your door for the last time with his regretful eyes he backed off before walking away.

meanwhile

you were seated against the main door, staring blankly at nothing while silent tears ran down your cheeks hearing him speak from the other side of the door.

you least wanted to see his face now. you wanted him to leave and eventually, he did.

a scoff left your lips. you felt petty, disgusted. predominantly you felt like a fool. a puerile fool who plunged into his quagmire.

his magnificence, unformed sparkling doe eyes, his sweet talks. to be precise, with everything he made you incidental that you couldn't see the dark side of him.

your fist wadded up feeling intense outrage rushing through your blood. how could he?

you couldn't accept how you were readily entrapped. he may also assume you as a fool that's why he specified you as his prey to get into your pants one day.

he just wanted sex. my body. he just wanted a hint from me and to have sex with me...and I didn't see that coming which executed his intent.

if it was before, you would believe you were loveable and that's why he made love to you but those gifts and notes say otherwise.

still, you couldn't match up the blank calls with jungkook. those chuckles and that man's voice was far different from Jungkook's.

you were in daniel and the next moment you were convinced that he can send you gifts in secrecy a blank call hiring someone or using a voice changer wouldn't be something challenging for him.

he can do anything and that thought of him made you afraid. afraid of him. the man you once fell in love with so hard.

you blame yourself for all of this. you blame yourself for not listening to your dad.

you decided to skip university today. your state of mind was also not at its best and also you don't wanna come across jungkook.

you know you can't hide from him forever but for at least today you want to be hidden from him.

in the evening

jungkook went up to your door with a packed meal. he came with food to have lunch with you also but you were not home.

he thought you may have gone to University but he couldn't find you there too which made him realize you've gone to work.

jungkook has been really anxious since the morning incident. A fear was engulfing him to the core.