I wish I could forget all of it, all of the days I spent together with him, all of the memories, and today. Those are all the things that I would always want to forget. But I can't because I'm a human and I will always think about them.
I couldn't believe what I was seeing. I've seen a lot of bad things, but this was on the top of the list. He was on top of her, both of them naked both of them inside of each other and I was just standing there. I never thought one day that I would be walking in on him. I trusted him so much that I never saw the obvious. Looking back at it it was clear as day but I was too girl obsessed to realize it.
I didn't even realize until I felt the tears running down my cheeks that I was crying. I always tried to be strong even if I wasn't. But I didn't care. I didn't care if even the side piece saw me crying. I didn't care if all my neighbors heard me yelling and screaming. I wanted them to know, I wanted everyone to know, what I just walked into.
" how could you do this to me?" I yelled. " I gave you everything, and you do this." I yelled again as I pointed at him and the girl. The girl seemed as shocked as I was.
" I'm so so sorry." The girl said. " I didn't know he was with someone." she said again. I didn't care what anyone had to say I just needed to get out of there, as fast as I could. I heard him yelling for me as I ran out the door. I wanted to look behind me, I wanted to see his face what it looked like, as he realized he would never have me again. But I held back because it would only hurt more.
He didn't deserve to know how bad I wanted to see him, how hurt I was, he didn't deserve it, not one bit.
