4 months later
It has been four months till I walked in on Ryan. Lily, my best friend has been telling me to get up. I just couldn't though. I wasn't used to being inside this long. I was a adventurous person. I never once stayed inside all day.
Lily was right I needed to get out there, but I just couldn't. I was afraid that I'd see him. And that he would try to talk to me.
After that night, he tried calling me and texting me, and at first, I wanted to reply to him tell him how sad and mad I was. But that would show that I cared. And I didn't want to care.
I didn't want him to know how much he hurt me. I know how men like him work.
All of a sudden lily barge into my room
"You need to get up." Lily said. "You already know the answer to that."I said.
" I know but there's this party tonight, and I think you will in joy it." Lily said grinning at me.
"No"I said " what if I see him there?" " then don't interact with him." Lily said. "It's not that easy." I say. "Umm yea it is. You haven't gone out in monthss. Just come to this party with me and then you can lay in bed as long as you want." She said " as long as I want?" I said " as long as you want." Lily said smiling. "And you won't beg me to get out of the house?" I asked. "I won't beg you." Lily said "promise." I said "promise" Lily said.
" party starts at 7pm we should start getting ready at 5pm." Lily said "okay mom." I said.
Lily smiled then left my room.
Why did I let her talk me into that?
