Type:- angst (don't worry folks no sad ending)
It was 9pm when Taehyung came back home only to find the small girl cooking dinner. She had a gray sweat pand and a black top on which made her stomach visible.
As much he hated to admit. He had a soft spot fot the sweetheart. She has been nothing but nice to him. He was the kind of guy who was never bounded by a relation. But yet fate had other plans. The 19 year old boy who was only studying in college was shoved into a marriage he didn't want. With a girl he didn't wanted to. They were not complete strangers. Although he would have had wanted to marry a stranger than his current wife. Ria and taehyung were in the same school since kindergarten. Ria was always a quit kid. Who did not had many friends. Well it wasn't her fault. Nither was she mean. Kindergarten was quit normal for her. But since middle school. Her and taehyung always had a fucked up relation. Which affected both there lives. But it effected hers more. She did not realise she was one of the girls guys would drool over because no one had the guts to talk to her. He was a bully victim. Yeah her now husband wasn't very nice to her. Most people did not wanted to have beef with taehyung by befriending the girl every one thought he hates. And those few who had the balls to ask her out.....well lets say they all got their ass beaten by a certain someone. But anyways. Girls were mostly mean and jealous of her looks which she never acknowledged or the fact that she gets to talk to THEIR dream guy at least somehow. Ria ended up being a loner wolf. She never talked to anyone beside taehyung. It made her social life miserable. Where as this toxic relation made taehyung fucked up from inside. It wasn't certainly love. It was a string. Both of them were confused. In high school the boy wanted to get away from whatever was goin on his insides. It made him a play boy. Who knew he was a virgin till now. Yeah he wasn't a fuck boy. He just wanted to distract himself. Not to get addicted to sex. Ria's step mother was a pain in the ass. Nither her father loved her anymore. She hoped someday she will get away from this mess. But after she was pushed in the marriage she came to the conclusion that her life will only hurt her till the day she died. She accepted the fact that in the society she will only have a place as a punch bag. Their relationship was toxic. And it only got worst after they were forced to live in the same apartment. They weren't even out of the teens yet. Means they weren't the one to think straight. And in these period of life people make dumb disition. Especially when you live with the opposite sex somethings bound to happen. The last 4 months after their marriage the toxic ness was at the peak. But both of them had experienced this toxic relation for so long it felt wierd to not let it be a part of their life. Mind taehyung he was a touchy guy. Ria experienced his touchiness from a really young age. It wasn't sexual. So she did not minded him being touchy after they got married. But it was bound to grow. And the not sexual touches not too late after took a turn. For someone as soft hearted as her couldn't believe what mess she was in.
He didn't liked the slightest touch of her skin, even when it was accidental. He didn't liked to listen to her voice. As if it annoys her. He didn't liked them being together as if it invaded his privacy. These were not true but that's what she got stuck in her head. Why is it that he can touch me when ever he want? She did not asked. She accepted the hard truth. Which wasn't maybe the truth. It wasn't true that his touches did not made her uncomfortable. It did. It never used to before. But after the last 4 months she felt like him touching her would only end up in them being tangled up together in the bed fucking insensibly. Like its told. Teenagers trapped in the same house? Somethings bound to happen. All of this wasn't what hurt the most. What hurt the most was that unlike him, she didn't had shit ton of boys to fuck or love. She did not had others to talk and care. She only had him. But sadly she could not say the same for her partner. The toxicness was overwhelming. To the point she accepted to her self. She did liked it when they were both pressed onto each other on that damned bedroom. But the hurt that followed was too much. Slipping aaway from his arms in the morning and sneaking to the bathroom. And not talking the whole morning. Sadly if only she noticed they were in love. Each night weather or not they had sex she never woke up to find an empty bed. Only of she thought about it. If he had someone else to shower his love he wouldn't be home every night. Afterall he knew. She would do nothing but watch silently even if he fucked a woman infront of her.
Ria felt two arms wrap around her waist. She flinched at the contact and looked back with the innocent look she always had in her face. Honestly he sometimes wandered. How can she still be so innocent after those devilish nights we spend in each others embress. "Still not used to my touch? " he asked with a small smile in his face. Her big doe eyes looked at his and her mouth gapped more than once. She wanted to say something. But decided to gulp it back. Knowing him. He wouldn't get what she meantt. He put his chin on the crook of her neck "do you wanna say something? " he asked softly. She nodded her head in no. And looked back at the food she was cooking. Taehyung was tired and stressed. This usually made him extremely touchy to her. "C'mon you surely wanted to say something" she looked back at him and bit her lips "um it's nothing" his ears perked up at her voice. It was so sweet. She did not talk much. But when ever she did he felt like someone coated his ears with honey. "Say it" he said. He had a certain dominance. Her body went a little stiff when she mastered up the courage to say it out loud. "I will never get used to your touches" her eyes had a sad look. The almost invisible smile disappeared from his face and he withdrew his hands from her body. His eyes went dark. Ria rubbed her arms. She missed the warmth. She knew he wouldn't get what she meant. And it will only make him offended. He left kitchen. "You will never get me taehyung. You will only leave me in the cold by myself" she thought to her self. She did not meant that he makes her uncomfortable. Yet he left her.
After they had dinner taehyung was standing in the balcony. Both of them were not in an ideal mental state. Still in the same outfit but with an extra sweater over her shoulders Ria joined him. She did not talked. After a few moments of silence he decided to take her hand in his palms. Her hand was small. It made him smile a little. "Why'd you say that earlier.?" He asked rubbing his thumb over the back of her hand. She was taken aback. This was the first time he wanted to know more about what she ment. She looked at his eyes. What was it in there. Why did he looked......hurt? "I...I really don't think I will ever get used to ur touch. " she said. Her nose became red from the cold wind. Taehyung let go off her hand. Ria hold her hand with the other one and rubbed it over. Taehyung's mind for once said she felt cold whenever he left her. Judging by the fact she rubbed her arms earlier. But he shooved the thought out. The saddest smile disappeared yet again. Now that he thinks back last few months every time he touched her. It led to an intimacy. Did she felt like his touches only meant he wanted her in his bed?. Observing their relationship. It wasn't absurd for her to think of him like that. She hated him after all. But he didn't knew she hated him this much. She looked back in his eyes. "Your touch is not unfamiliar Taehyung. But I will never get used to it." Her soft voice broke his chain of thoughts. "It always feels like the first time. It never......gets old. " she said. Her eyes glistening slightly. He looked at her surprised by what she meant. She didn't meant to say he made her uncomfortable. "But sadly" she smiled sadly and looked down "you have other people who are used to your touch.... I can't say the same for myself. I don't have someone else to love, or touch or talk. But it seems like you...." Taers ran down her face her soft voice broke fading almost to a whisper. "You just get annoyed by me" she went out of the balcony leaving a shocked taehyung on his track.
"Is that how she felt? Did she..... Perhaps liked me?" He thought. She was always nice to him. Was it possible that the whole time we misunderstood that the opposite person hated us. And he knew she thought he had someone else to love. Because he did. When they were married he had a girlfriend. And he never broke up. But she didn't knew they both lost each other's virginity to each other. Nither did she knew he have always had loved her.
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Kim Taehyung One Shots. Smuts Imagines And Fluff Fictions
FanfictionWell there are some smuts and fluffs are mostly the first parts of the stories. Now my lazy ass won't write anything else. Just go and read. And yeah rose is not the idol rosé Ayo buddies requests open.