mental health break

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by iRozse

by iRozse

Well... It is what it is cuz I seriously need a break..

Here is why:

One of my best friends
(let's call him *F*)
Made once fun of me, I told him to stop and he promised me he will stop but a half year later he started to do it again but this time my ex boyfriend and his best friend started to make fun of me too
and it didn't took long that around the half of my classmates joined them and starting to bully me.

At the beginning it was harmless but after a week it got so worse that I wanted to talk to my teacher with my bestie but I got an mental breakdown in front of my teacher instead.

We talked then with my teacher with *F* and his best friend, *F*'s friend apologized but *F*'s "excuse" Was that I told the the others to stop but not him.
(What was a lie cuz I literally yelled at him to stop)

I gave him a last chance after that.
(Even tho he gave away my number 2 times without asking me, got anxiety, mental health, and emotional problems and trust issues
because of him)

He promised me again to stop, but around a week ago he started again.
(At least his friends didn't joined him this time cuz they know I would tell the teacher again)
(But my ex boyfriend joined again)

*F* gave me the fault again for every thing.
(He technically gave me the fault that he bully's me.)

I just got now real trust issues on boys and sleeping problems again, I also somehow started to trust *F*'s best friend now more then him
(and I don't even trust his best friend)

At least I somehow made it to be respected by some boys in my class I never really had contact to, and *F*'s best friend startes to be more kind to me.

So... Yeah, I got mental health issues again yay (￣∇￣)

(And a writing block haha)

But I think I gonna be fine cuz my bestie, my GF and my other friends are here for me. But I will take a short mental break, and sorry for all who have requested and won't get their story, I will try to write it as fast as I can when I'm done with my break.
Hope I come back soon.

-Rozse

(You don't have to worry about me, I just need some timetime cuz I was friend with *F* since kindergarten and to lose him now is not so easy for me but I'm fine, so don't worry)