Thug Love

Chapter 15

6 months later
Me and August are dating now. I'm currently 5 months pregnant. I'm having a boy. My due date is on Isley birthday. I haven't talked to Daniel in 6 months but I see him everyday when I take Isley to daycare.Today me and August are taking Isley to daycare."Isley wake up"i said "5 minutes mommy"Isley said turning over. She does this everyday"Daddy Isley not getting up"i yelled "No mommy I'm up don't call daddy"Isley said getting up. "Isley mommy is not going to pick you up today Mima Sheila is okay"August said "Okay but can I get ice cream after school"Isley said doing her puppy dog face "Of course Daddy princess can get whatever she wants"August said kissing Isley "Thank you daddy now get out so I can get dress"Isley said pushing August out the room. "Isley go brush your teeth and then come in mommy and daddy room so I can dress you okay"i said "okay mommy"Isley said I walked into my room and laid down for a little. Then Isley came running in my room"Im ready to get dress mommy"Isley said. I put on her black shorts and her pink tank top and her pink timberlands. I straighten her hair and put her black headband on."Go downstairs and tell daddy to make you some cereal"i said kissing her "Otay Mom"Isley said. That little girl. I took a quick shower and I put lotion on and brushed my teeth. I put on black shorts with my pink tank top and my pink tims. I put my hair in a high bun and put on my black headband. I wobbled downstairs and ate some breakfast. "y'all ready"August said "Yea"i said "Yes dad"Isley said "That's your child"i said laughing. "But she come out of your-"I cut him off "Don't say it"i yelled. We got in the car and drove to Isley's daycare. When we got to the daycare I saw Daniel standing out. We got out the car and I think August saw Daniel cause he picked up Isley and grabbed my hand. We walked in and August had to use the bathroom so I just went to go wait in the car. I walked out and Daniel was still standing there."Hey India"Daniel said "What Daniel"i said "Listen I just wanted to say I'm sorry for what happened and congrats on the baby boy."Daniel said "Babe are you ready"August said walking out "Hey India"Maya said(Maya Daniel's wife)"Hey Maya"I said hugging her "Congrats on your babyboy"Maya said rubbing my belly "So tall still together"i asked "Girl hell no. I got a new man. This nigga still single"Maya said laughing "So you got a man"Daniel said "Yea"Maya said "Who is this nigga"Daniel said "Not you cause he is a real nigga and your a fake bitch"Maya said."Wow Maya. But give me your number so we can hangout"I said "Okay"Maya said giving me her phone. I put my number in and she put her in my phone."Okay well I will call you soon"Maya said "okay I will just be at home cause August never lets me go without"i said laughing "Wait so you guys are together"Maya said looking surprised "Yea for 6 months now and we are about to have a baby boy"I said "Wow we should go on a double date tonight"Maya said "Yea I like that. Babe do you want to go"i asked August "Yea that's fine with me"August said texting "Okay I will call you later"I said "Okay bye"Maya said hugging me and walking off"Bye India"Daniel said "Bye Bitch"i said walking to the car. The car ride was silent the whole way home. I think something is on August's mind. "What's wrong"I asked him "Nothing I'm going to the studio"August said grabbing his keys and leaving "August what's in your mind.Just tell me"i said grabbing his arm "I SAID NOTHING GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME"August yelled. I slapped him"DONT YOU EVER YELL AT ME."I yelled and went to my room. I'm mad is hell right now and August knows that cause I start speaking Spanish. I took a shower and put on shorts and a tank top. I called Maya.
Maya:Hey um tonight is not a good night to go on a double date
India:Yea me either maybe next week
Maya:Okay
India:Okay I will call you later
Maya:okay bye
India:bye
I hung up with Maya then I went downstairs and August was watching TV. I went back upstairs and I grabbed my backpack and I put my toothbrush and toothpaste,my lotion,some clothes,and Deodorant in my backpack. I grabbed my phone and keys and went downstairs. I grabbed the cookie jar where I put Rainy day money. I put all that stuff in the car. I went back upstairs and grabbed some clothes for Isley and got her important thing and put it in the car."Where you going"August said as I walked out the door. I just ignored him. I got in the car and sped off. I went to Isley daycare and picked her up. I went to Momma Sheila house. "Hey India"momma said hugging me "Hey"i said hugging her back "Wassup"Momma said "Your son"I said "I should have known.What happened now"she said "It's something stupid but it's just the fact that he yelled at me for no important reason"I said "Okay I don't care why he yelled at you cause he shouldn't be yelling at you for nothing"Momma said "Well I'm going to a hotel for the rest of this week"i said "Okay which hotel"momma Sheila said "Um Hampton"i said "okay I will come and visit but I will not tell August"Momma Sheila said "Okay bye"i said getting back in the car. I drove to the Hampton Inn Hotel. I checked in and went up to the room. Isley was sleep so I just laid her down on the bed. I went on the balcony and looked at the view. I was just thinking about how he hurts me a lot and a lot of questions popped in my head. One of them I really thought about. Is this love or is this hate cause it don't feel like both?