The mirror

My mirror

My mirror shows the reflection of the worst, my mirror shows the darkness, my mirror shows the sadness, my mirror shows the tears that cry at night and day, my mirror shows and knows things that no one has ever seen. But you wanna know the best part about it all, is that a mirror does not tell a mirror does not talk, a mirror does not judge a mirror does not hurt you a mirror does not kill you a mirror sees everything but never tells a mirror sees but never talks a mirror will never share your darkest nights a mirror will never share you downs a mirror will never bring you down but you also wanna know the worst about a mirror, the mirror does not talk that means no help no help from no one the mirror does not tell it stays quiet it keeps your deep darkest moments, secret and most of all actions, a mirror sees everything a mirror hears everything but never tells . A mirror will stay quiet until it's days are gone and never come back. My Mirror, My Mirror,My Mirror.....what else can I say huh a mirror can never tell or talk it cannot help, but I helps, a mirror cannot judge a mirror cannot kill but you wanna know what a mirror does.. a mirror kills you from the inside a mirror shows you what you really are It shows you what you think you are, a mirror destroys you fully and it kills you until you let it kill you and weather you wanted to stop it won't it will hunt you until you die because you know what a mirror shows you what you are a mirror show you that there's something actually wrong with you and sometimes you can't fix it and you just have to live with it because like I said there nothing you can do you will hurt until the day you die or until the day you decide it doesn't, but will that day actually come? Will that day actually get here? Will I ever change the mirror? Will the mirror ever change me ? Or will it hurt me ? Or worse, will it kill me? I think about it and think and think and think all over again and just think how this could be the death of me or it will it be the up for me.
A mirror shows you the bad in you, physically and emotionally and mentally. But will I let it show me the bad or will I let it show me the good? And the more I think about it the more it hurts me because whenever I think about it I think that maybe I'm meant to be like this that there's no hope that I am lost and that I will never come back again I've lost me, over and over until I could not find myself anymore, I dig deep but there's no sign of me left there's a hole but every time I go down I always come back up because I am not able to cover up this hole and the more I try the more I fall, I want to get up but I can't I fall and fall all over again until I can't get back up again and the more I fall the more it hurt,the more I just want to give up and stay down and not try. I've called and called, and no response, the more I call the more I'm left alone, so I decide not to call anyone. I'm done calling and I'm done trying to get up I will decline and will stay down because that's how it's supposed to be I'm down and your up that's how the world works and that's how it supposed to be. Maybe I'm destined to stay down because the more  I try the more I fall and I don't want to fall again so I stop trying to get up and stay shut off and keep it all inside. The mirror sees it all and has seen it all, tell me what hasn't it seen.