It had been an hour, I was still WAY too embarrassed to go back out there. It finally got to 1pm, Joe and Caspar just left to go to a live meeting. I worked up the courage and walked out the room. I was now dressed in baggy grey joggers and a checked t shirt. I reached the upstairs and sat down with Rhyanna and Olivia, who by the looks of it, had only just woken up. Thank god they didn't see or hear about what happened, they would of teased me about it everyday until they got bored of the story. We sat in silence for a while, I just sat scrolling through Twitter while Olivia sat on YouTube watching joes new vlog.
"So Myah..." Rhyanna started, oh no.
"What do you want for lunch? Olivia wants dominos pizza", I breathed out slowly. Thank freaking god she didn't say anything.
"Pizza is fine" I said while walking down the stairs. Phew.
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"Pizza is here" Rhyanna shouted downstairs. Finally it had arrived. I ran upstairs joyfully, until I noticed Joe and Caspar tucking into a pizza together. They each turned their head and stared at me. I could feel the heat rise to my cheeks, omg omg omg. I bent my head over and rested my chin on my chest, my hair covered my face. I slowly walked over to the table and sat down. I didn't talk the whole time, but luckily everyone was too engrossed with their pizzas they didn't take notice. Caspar stared at me non stop. I couldn't help the butterfly's that danced in my stomach, oh how I wished I could, they started to make me feel sick, very sick. Oh no. I ran from the table and sprinted downstairs, I was sick all over the bathroom floor, toilet, sink, absolutely everywhere. For god sake Robyn.
"ROBYN WHAT THE HELL" I heard someone shout behind me, I was too busy being sick to turn round and see who it was. But I recognised the voice. It was Rhyanna. She sounded angry.
"How did you miss the freaking toilet" she roared. I started to cry.
"I don't know" I whimpered. I wasn't well, my face was pale and I couldn't stop puking.
"You better clean this fuc-" she was interrupted.
"RHYANNA" they shrieked! It was Olivia for sure.
"The poor girl is being sick everywhere and all you bloody care about is the mess!" She was proper shouting now.
"How dare you speak to me like that" Rhyanna shouted, "this isn't even our house and look at this mess, look at the sick all over the room!"
"You're a self centred bit-" Olivia screamed, but I interrupted.
"Stop it, please" I cried, I hated seeing them argue. Caspar and Joe were now stood worried at the bottom of the stairs.
Rhyanna stormed off, she slammed every door she passed. She was mad, all because of I was sick? Well I'm sorry I wasn't able to get to the toilet in time. I was so mad at her for being mad at me. I mean she had no valid reason to be angry! Ugh. Rhyanna packed her bags, and left. Why all of a sudden did she snap? I was so confused.
I got in the shower in joes room, then went straight to bed. I slept for a few hours, although I didn't feel any better when I woke. I had a banging headache. The bathroom was sparking clean by now, someone obviously cleaned my mess up, but I couldn't see Olivia doing it.
Joe, Olivia and Caspar were sat upstairs talking, about me. I stayed at the bottom of the stairs and listened carefully to what they were saying.
"I really like her.." I heard someone say, it was either Joe or Caspar, I couldn't work it out. I quickly plodded up the stairs and ignored them as I passed. I had been crying, and it was obvious. Everyone was quiet while I stood with my glass of water, resting my head in my hands. I cried a little more, my head was hurting and the pain was starting to get unbearable.
"Robyn, are you ok?" I heard Joe ask.
"Where are your tablets?" I whimpered quietly. I could hardly speak, but Joe understood me and rushed to the cupboards. He grabbed some paracetamol and gave two tablets to me. I threw them down my throat and rushed back to bed.
I heard the door open, I was in a light sleep so anything that happened I could hear. Someone cold got into bed next to me, they were tall and muscular. They were wearing soft jogging bottoms and a vest. It was Caspar, it was obvious. For god sake, I felt my cheeks heat up, I started to feel embarrassed, especially after what happened this morning. I was too tired to open my eyes, so I just cuddled into him. I couldn't think straight about this morning so I let the thoughts pass. His soft lips touched my forehead. I cuddled in closer and fell asleep.
