Chapter 7

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Amy POV
"We should take you to the hospital"

"No you can't Ryan you have to promise me not to tell anyone about Levi, no one at all."

"Okay, as long as you tell me what is going on"

"When I was younger I got bullied in school, I got kicked and punched, my family didn't care about me my friends didn't, hang on what friends. I had no one. It was my birthday and I got given a box, I was so happy and excited I was 13 years old and it was my first birthday present, I opened the box and unraveled the paper leaving a pencil sharpener. I had realised what they wanted me to do, so later that night when I got home I crushed the sharpener and got the blade."

"No Amy tell me you didn't ? Please tell me you didn't.. Please"

I looked up at him tears escaping his eyes

"I had no choice, I did what I had to do, so that night I sat their and did it, each line as straight as it could be, the blood dripping didn't bother me, the pain didn't bother me, I carried on and on for 3 hours just, tearing away at my arms,"

"Why Amy? Why?"

He was now fully crying the words not coming out as complete as they normally would.

"He began hurting me, He began to hurt other people, but only people I loved people who meant something to me, he hurt me, physically, he abused me sexually and mentally, he hit me, harder and harder, my parents didn't care they didn't bother to ask about the cuts or bruises. That day, the day I tweeted you I had been hurt, I had used it the sharpener, I put the blade against me and did it, this time it hurt I felt as though I was hurting someone and I didn't have a clue who It was, but it was you, I needed to stop for you"

I was pulled into his chest and rocked back and forth to stop the tears, I was now hysterically crying,

"My mum Ryan my mum thought I made her loose a baby, she blamed me she blamed me for stressing her she told me to die, she told me to dissapear, so that's what I tried to do, the blade that i was given was still in the Box where I put it back Everytime I've used it, he did it, he hurt her so she thought it was me, he can play mind games, he can fool you"

" I need help, I can't stay with him, here on my own, I need someone Ry I need someone so trust to look after me"

"Me"

"Yeah I said me ry"

"No I mean me, I can look after you, come back with me come and live with me, you won't regret anything, I promise, I love you Amy Your safe I promise, I'll keep you safe, I'll protect you, forever,"

"And always"
I hope he meant it
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Ryan big mistake
If this makes no sense i was falling asleep writing it
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