I always wonder, ano ba talaga ang purpose ko mundong to?
Ever since I first experienced challenges that I didn't think were possible, I learned to hide my emotions. Especially when I tried to open sincerely to someone tapos tapos may maririnig kang side comments like "maarte lang yan" and "masyadong madrama sa buhay".
Nasasaktan ako, sobra. Because I feel like yung mga pinagdadaanan kong halos maging dahilan ng pagbawi ko sa sariling buhay ay napakababaw lang para sa kanila.
I was traumatized. Bakit pag napansin nila na may mali sayo lalapit sila para magtanong kung may problema nga ba?
Of course I can feel that they are concerned about me, so I will open up to them. Sasabihin ko sa kanila lahat-lahat because I trust them. After all, they are my friends and family.
Pero imbes pala na mabawasan ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko, it just got worse. I feel like they betrayed me.
They console me, yes. I can feel their sincere care and concern for me,they also say they are always there by my side that I can always lean on.
But everything is fake pala, dahil iba yung sinasabi at pinapakita nila sa harapan ko at kung nakatalikod na ako.
Their betrayal left a big scar on me, along with the pains and problems I faced. Hanggang ngayon nga ay hindi pa din ito lubosang naghihilom.
That is why iniiwasan kong magwelcome ulit ng mga tao sa buhay ko. It's hard for me to trust anyone again, and avoiding those who attempt is the best way.
I'll be a college graduate in two years. In my first and second years, I took care of things on my own; I never asked help from others or kept them entertained.
At yun din ang plano ko hanggang sa huli, I don't have any plan to change my perspective.
Wala naman sigurong sisira sa plano ko, nothing unexpected can happen.
Right?
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I Bumped Into You
Teen FictionSince Khesha turned 18, she has vowed not to let anyone else into her life. She is tired of being wounded and betrayed again and again because she trusts someone so easily. Since she is already a college student, she simply wants a peaceful lifestyl...
