"Happy Birthday Jennifer!" And I blew out the candles of my 18th birthday cake! Officially I am 18! I am so happy! I can do anything I want without asking anyone -I do it anyway-! My best friend ran to me and hugged me
"Happy Happy Birthday Jen!"
"Thank you Ava!" I said smiling "Officially an adult! So happy!" I am really grateful that my birthday is at 2 of January and -thank God- we don't have school yet! A few moths until I end and leave this shit town and move to America or to Monaco! But first I need to study something or to America or to Monaco! As my dad says studying is everything and to be honest he is right! I am not a good student but I need to study!
I went to dance to the dance floor. I felt so good dancing alone with Taylor Swift's songs! My mind is to the air! I don't hear anything around me apart from the music! My mind has stop working and I really like when I am to this situation because I like to not think anything! I love it! Someone came behind of me he placed his hands to my waist and he gave a kiss to my neck I turned and I watched my boyfriend Chris.
He whispered to me "Babe, they are here! Will you come to take them together? Or do you want to take them alone?"
"Do you have something to smoke?" I asked smiling
"Obviously babe! Your favourite!" I winked at him and I drink from my vodka and then I turned to leave. As I turned I watched sitting on the bar the biggest asshole in the world! What is he doing here? I never have hate someone so much! I want to kill him like nothing else! Chris grabbed my hand and we went outside of the club. We went to a corner and he gave me to smoke. I gave him a kiss and I started smoke. I could feel so good and I really like it! This is so cool and my mind stops thinking! This is the best decision ever made in my life!
Chris started kissing my neck "Smoking this shit makes you more sexy"
"I'll be yours to the hotel you booked I suppose!" I said and I winked at him
"Your dad? Does he know that you'll not sleep there?" I smoked once from my cigarette
"I'll tell him that I stayed to Ava's" I said once again, that's not the first time I am lying to my dad
"I'm happy then" I gave him a kiss. I ended my cigarette and then the better part started morphine is really good to me and I like it! I don't know how Chris can find them but he payed for them so I don't give a fuck!
Then I felt so shit. My head hurts and automatically I lay to the ground. I don't know what's going on but I could hear voices that I recognise... I am so terrified! I want this thing to stop right now! Fuck! I drunk too much! That's why this happens! I couldn't feel something! My full body paralysed.
"Talk to me" I heard a voice saying to me and holding me to the arms
"Jen please!" This is not Chris I can recognise his voice and to this situation! My mind stopped working this voice continues talking to me. Then I threw up. And everything well alright! I turned my face and I watched who is holding me to his arms
"What are you doing here?" I asked completely in shock
"Jen?! What was that? Are you doing drugs? When I asked you you said that you don't!" He asked me really madly
"I am not! Just the vodka!"I said trying to convince him that I don't lie
"Jen! Don't lie to me!" He said really madly
"I'm not!" I said raising my eyebrow
"we both know that you do! Why are you destroying your life sweetheart?" He asked me stroking my cheek
"I am not!" We both stopped talking we had an eye contact for some seconds. My blue eyes are killing him for sure!
"Okay! We're going home!" He said really madly
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Love and Drugs (Lewis Hamilton)
FanfictionLove and Drugs... Will he help her stops destroying Her life?