The one and only pottorff

A new home

I fell asleep during the ride to the o2l house. Conner carried me inside and I could hear Jc and Kian yelling. I smiled and listened to Conner yell saying shut up she is sleeping.

^^ JORDAN's dream ^^

In the morning I realized that I was in Sammy's room but where is he? He soon walked in with Andrea kian's girlfriend.
"Sammy" I said in my morning voice.

"You ugly bitch thought I like you. you are so blind." he gabbed Andrea by the waist and pulled her in for a kiss. I was done with LIFE.

JORDAN WAKE UP

I shot up from the bed and noticed Sam next to me.
"What? " I asked pissed.

"Baby you were crying what's wrong? "He asked.

I couldn't take anything no more I ran to the bathroom and cried. I could hear banging on the door. I frantically looked for the blade( no pun intended).

DANM JORDAN OPEN THE GOD DANM DOOR. Kian yelled.

BABY OPEN THE DOOR Trevor screamed.

PLZ OPEN THE DOOR that was Jc

GURL OPEN THAT DANG DOOR. Ricky.

DONT DO IT I TOOK ALL THE BLADES SO YOU CANT HURT YOURSELF ANYMORE. Conner.

Please they all said in unison. I slide down the door and cried in my arms. my knees were brought up to my chest. I cried and cried.

Why me they had to pick me.they don't need me.

The blade I tapped under the shampoo bottle. brilliant. I quietly took the blade out and cut.

I wanted to avoid there pity so I cut my thighs.

5 across
4 down
3 sideways

I cleaned my self up and unlocked the door. I was bombarded with hugs. Everything started to get blurry and I realized I was crying.

Everyone went to sleep but I couldn't sleep. so I packed you things and left.

I left a note on the counter saying

To the boys
I am sorry but I have to move on. I will miss you all.
Conner you where a brother to me. Ricky you where my shopping buddy. Jc and Kian you two where my smiles every day. Trevi you were my little diva. Sammy I love you so much I am sorry. I love you all so much. please take care. you don't need me anymore so I won't be a problem.

Love Jordan
A tear forever u word. a tear after another splattering on the table. And with that I left.