Football/requests and one shots

Promise

Jude Bellingham x Erling Haaland

~Haaland pov

This is my last day in Dortmund before I catch new winds. The Premier league wow. If I could travel back in time and tell my kid self that all the hard work paid off. Mostly I am happy, but there is one thing I won't have in ManCity.
The man who I secretly love, Jude Bellingham.
He is sweet, kind and funny. Our personalities are different, but we still get along. I hope he comes to ManCity in the future or atleast in the premier league. I remember it was year 2020 when Jude and I first met.
His beautiful brown eyes and curly hair never dailed to make me droll.
My time is best spent whenever I am whith him. I suck at emotion talk. I don't understand emotions that mutch. I have tried to read about love in books. But that might be the thing I don't understand. Love and hate are the most powerfull emotions that is for sure.
But, how do you know you are in love? Am I really in love whith Jude? These are the thoughts I have pondered for the last year.
This feeling I have, this plaintive burn in my chest. I think I need to talk to Jude before I leave.

Am I in love whith him?
I should do a test online.

The result was.... I am compleately in love.
Well the best way to make sure is to go to his house.

I knock on his door, I truly wish he is there, but I am scared.
The door opens slowly and Jude smiles brightly.
"Come inside Erling," He tells me.
I remember when I watched Cinderella 3 whith my cousin there was said that 'When your hands touch you feel if it is true love'.
I have eight hours till my flight.
I have my luggage in my car.
In this time I need to know.
"What brings you here, came to say goodbye?" He talks almost sadly.
He is usually very positive.
I decide I dislike that sadness.
I take his hand to mine.
I put it on my face. I am holding his hand like it was the last time we met.
"I will miss you, promise not to forget me?" I tell him.
"Only a fool would forget a man like you," Jude said winking at me.
My face flushed.
"I want to go out whith you," I blurt out.
His darker shade skin get's small stripe of pink. I correct my clumsiness immidietly "Ohm yeah to ohm the cafe neardy?"
"Oh" he said almost disappointed.
We walk out of the door. Should I hold his hand?
I want to.
I don't even have time to think before i realize that he had already connected our hands.
I see a red rose on the ground and pick it up.
"Here, take this," I say as I give the rose to his other hand.
"Where is my rose!!" An angry grannny yelled.
"Oh shit oh fuck shit," I say.
I grap Jude's hand harder and start running.

We ordered warm coffees and went to comfortable looking seats inside the cafe.
"Erling I want to ask you something," Jude said.
"What do you honestly think about me?"
His brown eyes locked in mine.
"I-ih think you are a great player. It is fun to play whith you. If I could take anyone whith me to England it would be you. You are funny and you have a beautiful personality. We are different, but you have the power to light up my heart. You are a great f r i e n d Jude,"
"Wow ohm thank you, but are you sure that is all?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well I will be honest whith you.
Are you gay?"
Why in the world is he asking me if I am gay?
"Ohm what?"
"So you're not?"
I just nodd.
"So were you just playing whith my feelings all the looks and hugs you gave me? Everyone in the team thought you were in love with me! I started seeing you differently. I didn't only admire your skills anymore. I admired everything about you!
Every night I see you in my dreems. I thought that finally I could be in love whith someone who loves the real me, not my looks or money.
You flirted whith me, kissed my cheeck, held me a little too long. And now you are saying you are not gay and I am a good friend? Well guess what you are not a good friend!
I fucking loved you! And you were only playing!" Jude ranted and left the cafe.
I won't let him get away.
I started running after him.
He had misunderstood.
I tackle him to the ground and sit myself on him.
"Listen Jude, yes I am not gay.
I am bisexual. And I am in love whith you too.
You almost broke my heart whith those words. It is almost impossible to leave for England when I love you so mutch. But maybe that is what's better, you'd be better of whith someone else. I am bad whith emitions bad whith people. But you I just want to go on dates whith you, kiss you untill you can't talk. Love you untill it is all you can feel.
Please Jude you have to understand I never played whith you I am just bad at explaining my feelings, becouse I love you and even if I wanted to I can't stop!"
There I said it.
I let Jude go and I stand up.
I close my eyes.
I can't watch him walking away.
But that is not what happens.
Instead I feel a pair of soft lips on my mouth.