I'm sorry I'm really sad....sorry. Don't play the song till I say so.
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Evan' POV
I walked into the church. I didn't like coming to churches because it was only ever about Funerals and I really wish this was a dream. I didn't want to be at this Funeral. I can't believe he did it. He could of come to me. It hurt to because I'm his boyfriend for crying out loud but I couldn't be angry with him. His mother asked me to speak and I said yes because I had a lot to say about Jonathan. I had cried for hours after I had found out. I cried so much that Tyler, my closet friend after Jonathan, would come check on my every 30 minutes and finally I just cried on him.
When I was called up to talk I got the sudden urge to cry. Why Jonathan why...
"Jonathan was a lot of things. Kind, caring, there when you need him, he had a warm heart. loving friends and family. He always told me that to him....I was different. I was his boy. His shoulder to cry on and he was always mine but when I find out what happen I realized that my shoulder to cry on was gone. My boyfriend, the man I wanted to spend forever with, My best friend was gone. I spent hours crying and even more trying not to. Jonathan brought out the best in people. No matter how angry they were he always knew what to say or do. I was one of them. He had a nice heart. Even when you did him wrong he would still be nice to you. This was the guy that ate Pizza for dinner when he could and laugh like there was no worry in the world...That is why I would like to sing a song for him." I moved to stand in the middle and started to sing.
(Play the song now)
Always you will be part of me
And I will forever feel your strength
When I need it most
You're gone now, gone but not forgotten
I can't say this to your face
But I know you hear
I'll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I'll see you again
When I'm lost, I'm missing you like crazy
And I tell myself I'm so blessed
To have had you in my life, my life
I'll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I'll see you again
When I had the time to tell you
I never thought I'd live to see the day
When the words I should have said
Would come to haunt me
In my darkest hour I tell myself
I'll see you again
I'll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I'll see you again
I'll see you again
You never really left
I feel you walk beside me
I know I'll see you again
I will see you again
I'll see you again
I miss you like crazy
You're gone but not forgotten
I'll never forget you
Someday I'll see you again
I feel you walk beside me
Never leave you, yeah
Gone but not forgotten
I feel you by my side
No this is not goodbye
As the song finished I let the tears roll. I walked off stage and out to my car. No one knew that I was planning to join Jonathan soon. I looked to the sky and smiled.
"I'll see you again. Very soon"
