Alone Once Again || Chapter 1

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Jasper's POV:

I sit alone like most days on the edge of a nearby cliff, taking in the view as I breathe in the fresh new oxygen
Remembering the old days when I was at Camp Campbell yeah- it's pretty stinks that I could never go back there but I've learned to except it. Didn't I?.
I mean it's only been 12 years! I gotta except what happened, even if I don't like it
It's apart of me now..

I grab my yellow shirt tightly, looking down at the clif squinting my eyes still trying to see if I could be able to check the bottom of that long way drop


















"JASPER!!"

I could hear Daveys high vocal scream as I stare back up to where I was originally supposed to be,
His hand reaching out with his eyes filled with fear and shock from what he just witnessed as I try to grab ahold of his hand. But it was too late.

I was already falling, feeling my adrenaline go through the roof as I still try to reach for my best friends hand!..

'NO!. NNONONONONONONONO- NO PLEASE! IT CANT END THIS WAY. IT CANT! I HAVEN'T EVEN GOTTEN MY BADGE YET O-OR ANYTHING!.I DON'T WANNA DIE. IM ONLY ELEVEN. I DON'T WANT THIS!..'

"DAVEYY!"
I cry out desperately
I could feel my tears leave my eyes making them blurry
My heart beating so fast I thought it was gonna pop out and of course my thoughts.

Hearing all these thoughts yell and scream at me from all different angles were seriously scaring me then this situation already is-
Screaming is really all I could do. No one can save me now it's already done I slam my eyes shut tears flowing out just knowing what's gonna happen next..




























Three..



































Two...
























Crack

My eyes widen as I gasp loudly desperately trying to breathe in the air as if I was holding my breath, a bright light snapping me out of my mini Flashback. feeling a huge wave of pain growing from my head all the way to my lower back
Like someone throwing a huge bolder at me.

Trying to calm my breathing down as I notice myself becoming to lose track of my breathing patterns feeling a little light headed from all this heavy breathing
Backing far away from the clif as I remember all the pain I felt from the drop, all the feelings I had from when I survived that clif dive..
All these memories start flooding my head, i-i got rid of these! Why are they back to haunt me?! I FORGOT ABOUT THEM YEARS AGO!!

Tightly grabbing hand fulls of hair into my shakey hands closing my eyes rocking back n fourth hearing all these voices go through my head. Geez..Why won't they JUST

GO AWAY..

"Jasper?"

(FUCK I ALREADY HATE THIS IM SK BAD AT WRITING but anywayy first chapter out it's pretty short bc I have no fucking idea how to write feelings but yk you get what you get and u don't get upset)

Word count: 520

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