If you or anyone you know is having suicidal thoughts DM me or call the suicide hotline.But please get some help! You are loved by someone somewhere.
I would rather die, cut myself, cry alone in the dark and do drugs and alcohol then to speak on how I feel to anyone anymore. Cause I'm always the one with the short end of the stick. I'm the one that always end up hurt. I'm the one sad at the end. I've always end up hurt. Im the one sad at the end. I've been losing my happy, my spark, my weight, my smile, joy, literally everything. I feel as if my depression is getting worse. I literally want to die. Nobody cares tho and that's a good. I don't want to do it now. I'm going to wait a little while though. Certain people loves me too much. I'm trying to stay strong but it's not lasting. Everybody hates me. My mom is gone forever. She's the only one who loved me. I wanna be with her so bad. I don't wanna live anymore. I would rather slit my wrist than to tell people that I'm not happy with my life. If I were to tell anyone why I feel the way I do they will blame me and tell me to talk to god about it but I think I'm ready to meet him. I don't want help anymore. I'm no longer afraid to die. I don't even care how anymore. I'm just ready to go. I won't be a good lawyer. I won't be a good emt less known a paramedic. My businesses won't succeed and the ceo business will flop. My bad job will die starting with me. I have no hope. I have no goal. I have no future. I wish I was dead.
If you or anyone you know is having suicidal thoughts DM me or call the suicide hotline.But please get some help! You are loved by someone somewhere.
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Poetry⚠️⚠️THOUGHTS OF SUICIDE ⚠️⚠️ If you or anyone you know is having suicidal thoughts DM me or call the suicide hotline.But please get some help! You are loved by someone somewhere.
