Josephine thoughts and letters

DEAR SELF

I've been giving folks the satisfaction of me not doing what I'm supposed to do and messing my life up. I've been letting folks, and negative things find they way in my life and letting them mess me up. And today is where I draw the line. I'm taking school more seriously, applying for an extra job, uping my wardrobe, keeping my hair and lashes done. I'm gonna start building credit so when I try to get my car soon I won't have so many problems and soon I won't have a problem getting my own place. Fighting demons and negative people is so hard and stressful especially when you're still healing from past trauma but I have to believe in myself and work on myself. From now on my personal life is only between me and my therapist. I'm staying to myself and that's it. I'll only talk to my dad. It's time that I become an adult. And that's maturing, learning, understanding and realizing a lot about myself. I wanna launch both of my businesses this year and I will. I pray that they both be successful and that they prosper. I wanna gain recognition in the streets again but this time as the feisty EMR babe that don't take no shit. I'm college I wanna gain recognition as that smart gangsta shawty with the braces dating (confidential). The shawty who got her shit together. As far as my dating life goes I'm done with piranhas and clown fishes I want a shark again like I had in middle school. BUT MY BIGGEST FOCUS IS ME!! I'm still learning to say no and still learning that if hurting someone feelings is what I need to do in order to move on and be happy I will. JO NEEDS TO BE FIRST WITH JOSEPHINE 🥰

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