a slut for him #8

22: can't love

Russo's POV

Waking up from the bed the moment she zoned out I made my way outside to meet a very happy Erin and I frowned when she raised her eyebrows asking where I was going and I smiled showing her I'm letting mamphi sleep 

"You clueless man go and sleep with her...  Show her how affectionate you can be and show her the love you are capable of giving her" she said and I frowned more 

"Who is the girl here" she asked and I smiled pointing at her "exactly Mr Ferrari ever heard the artwork of cuddling?? All of us girls love our mans to be passionate trust me shoo!! Go back inside" she said and I kissed her forehead softly going back and pulling Mamphi to me 

Small tiny movements woke me up and I smiled I don't even know how and when I fell asleep but I know that it was in her hands 

I won't lie this woman became a part of me the day she took my shirt the first day she came even after all that charade with Ricardo I was here on the benches hurting I didn't want any one to know about it but then she started it 

She provoked me the day she gave me a dance and that sinful question she asked me oh that girl was going to be my end  

"You must be hungry baby" I said softly and she chuckled hiding her face in my chest "yeah..." She said and I quickly called for food

"Russo" she called me softly and I smiled "what?" I asked and she chuckled "thanks for taking care of me and I'm really impressed about the cuddles who knew u were not only fine but caring too" she said standing up and I smiled as she winced in her movement's 

Were she stood up I smiled seeing the marks of our love making and looked at her by god she is my beautiful princess

She went o the shower and came back all dressed up and I smiled looking at her standing up and touched her waist

"Fuck I love u Cilin..... I crave for you everyday...." I trailed off when she raised a warning finger "don't.... Don't say that Russo please don't...

Look at me properly..... Look at this.... This is my body Russo... It has been touched by thousands of men some who I felt very discussing and scared under their touch and some who just cared less....

You aren't supposed to get attached to me.... I am in all right words a prostitute a girl with no dignity.... Nobody is supposed to love me....i am not your perfect girl Russo... You can do so much better than me deserve so much

Russo I can't love not at all... I've already experienced too much trauma for me at my young age I don't want more heartache and crying and sadness when I loose you or anybody .... Please.... You want me to strip for you nothing more tha......" She was in tears and I didn't want that I understood whatever she said its her feeling insecure and honestly there was no reason to be 

Cupping her cheeks in my hands she looked at me "you're beautiful and perfect baby.... Millions of men want to be with you don't you think I'm the lucky one because I have you?? Come on baby don't give up yet we will work on the confidence issues and of course slow by slow you'll see what I see" I said softly and she looked down 

"You don't understand Russo..... If someone call me now for a lap dance or whatever I'll go... Its who I am" she said and I smirked to myself I have a plan 

"You know what maybe you're right there is no reason for me to sit here and be with a whore than going shop rite with the woman who is ready to accept the love  that I have for her" I said softly turning to go when she fell down crying 

Fuck I don't want her to be hurt like this cuz of me.... Shell come around soon "and on second thought maybe I can just fuck you all night until you stop this nonsense don't worry no strings attached" I said yanking her up to me and I smiled kissing her softly

"You're a brute you know" she said softly chucklimg and I kissed her 

She is mine 

Only mine 

Heheheheh

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