Loving you (jay park fan fiction)

Something old or something new

Madison's Pov
I'm still naked I think I should get dressed now. Fuck me! Whatever I guess.

Jay's Pov
I'm going to die or something. This girl didn't want to fuck me at all or she is a lesbian because no girl can resist me I'm Jay motherfucking Park for god sake girls panties would get wet and drop. Nah I may be  over think things through. Madison liked me but I think she was fuck up when she came to my hotel after I started to this Shit! I'm fucking retarded. I was thinking with my cock not my head. I'll go to her dorm and figure shit out.

Madison's Pov
I put on my joggers and exo shirt. Maybe I should text Jay. I think he thinks it's his fault for me crying. Im just scared of the future. What if we have sex than he doesnt want me then when he talks about me he will say I'm a five dollar ho. I don't want him to leave me after the sex that's all I guess. But, he seems very what's the word, down to earth I guess. Well that's more than one but whatever.

Later that day.......

I'm just afraid. Ok I'm emitting my thoughts. I know he is a good guy. Then I heard a knock on my door. Since Justin is in the Dominican Republic with his boyfriend. I'm all by myself. So I got off my bed. I opened the door and Jay was there. What the fuck? Why can't I be able to be alone to think about Us together.
" Hey, listen about yesterday I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be so focusful with you." he said.

" It's alright, baby. I just was so sudden, you know. But I just want to ask a question." I said.

"what is it,bae?" he said.

" Would you leave is going to leave me if we have sex?" I said.

" Nah, baby girl" Jay said.

" I still don't want to have intercourse with you" I said.

" Its alright, babe" he replied.

Jay leave me alone again. So I did my homework and clean up the place. I hope Jay is OK with my decision.

Jay's Pov
Are you fucking serious? She wants to wait still! My dick is going to die without fucking her. It's been more than 3 months since I fucked. I just want to fuck her to sleep. Someone needs to pray for me. Damn, she big bubble butt on me.... Aww fuck! Someone help me!

2 days later......

Madison's Pov
Justin is coming back, today. So I can tell him about Jay I know he mad because we can't fucking. I don't care I want to see him tick and tick like a clock then when it 12 ding dong dong dong. Justin will be so proud of you for not having in to him. Even though I trust him, I'm not letting my guard down on him. But it's always something new with a person but it's still something old to someone else.

A/n: I'm back! 513 words to read my chapters are getting longer and longer. Yay! And thank you for 1k readers. I'm so excited to guys read it but they are ghost readers. So vote, comment, and add. And just like markpalier bye bye ( I didn't spell it right. I don't care) panda girl aka Ashley.