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thinking is not knowing loak x reader

from the author 🤭: Includes: blood , sadness , a bit cursing  ,abusing

Loak teached me how to ride an ikran ,and i was obvoisly nervous because he did not know that i, already know how to ride an ikran but i never told him because it was my secret hobby and i didnt want someone, to know that just because yeah there is no because i just didnt tell any soul. „Lo'ak i-„ i wanted to say but he was so ecxidet to show me ,how to ride an ikran so i just said „nevermind" and smiled i didnt wanted to ruin his ecxitmend. „So you just keep a calm breath and keep a good balance" Lo'ak said in a happy voice i was so sad, that i couldnt tell him but i didnt wanted to ruin his mood „Like this?" i said but i tried to look to him like a beginner „Yes but shoulders back"
Loak almost screamed happy.It took me 2hours till i finally told him „Oh i didnt know i.. ill go then" he almost whispered. It shattered my heart „Noo but i can teach you something you dont know what i can do ill show you and you just uh you just look" i kinda happy said and i showed him how i can stand on an ikran and shoot a burning arrow on a tree He was so surprised but still kind of disappointed
„wow that was cool who taught you that and since when can you do it?" asked Lo'ak in a proud and happy voice „I taught myself how, as you know, my parents have a lot to do and my brother is more important to them" I said in a quick voice Lo'ak knew that I was mute when I talked about my parents, especially when I talked about my father Loak then quickly asked me what else I had taught myself „I can fly the ikran upside down without falling and I can throw flaming axes"As expected, Loak was surprised once again "can you teach me that too?" Loak asked I said yes and was happy that he no longer gives me the feeling that I am a disappointment that I lied to him. He sat on the ikran and flew to me with a big grin
"What would you like to learn first?"I asked him happily and then loak said "that with the burning axes" I just thought "why not the one with the flaming arrows?"
but whatever i flew to the other side of the mountain and set up 3 targets that he had to discard "You throw the targets off the ground first because otherwise my axes will be gone in the end and they were expensive as hell"I told him in a slightly childish voice he looked at me with a smirk no smile but a little grin and said "anything you want ma'm" Loak hit 1 of 3 targets and he just missed the one he hit, but he hit it anyway. This sentence doesn't make any sense but anyway I wonder how bad can you be at it? "you did well tomorrow we will continue" I said out of breath and tired Loak looked so sad and he whispered „fine.."
The next morning I said to loak "Today you throw the axes at me and not the other targets your focus is all on me" Loak looked at me in shock with a big question mark on his face
"I won't do that, what if I throw the ax in your face and kill you like that?"He said in panic and I didn't understand that because it's very simple and you only have to throw in the right direction to only hurt a person and not kill him, doesn't everyone know that? Okay I'll stop being so mean it's the first time he's throwing axes "you won't kill me don't worry" I said and I still saw the panic on his face like before I squat down 3 meters across from him and waited until he had the courage to throw the ax in my direction after 10 minutes and yelling 20 times that he should finally throw the ax he actually did it and threw it in my direction In fact, he almost threw the ax in my face, but since I'm used to it, I caught it reflexively with 1 hand and the ax was 2cm away from my face
I almost peed my pants out of fear "I'd say that was close" I said in a shaky voice full of adrenaline „im so sorry" Loak said in a sad voice "It's okay," I said to Loak and comforted him "What if we take a break and go eat something?" Actually suggested loak I just said "Of course everything is fine" we eat something and loak looked at me the whole time and smiled "You have something on your forehead, so a bit of blood" said loak and i was totally shocked and asked myself where the blood came from You're kidding me, aren't you?
Loak shook his head and wiped the blood off my forehead with a napkin "I can do it myself, I'm not a small child that needs to be mothered," I said, slightly embarrassed
Loak just said "I also said that I can throw axes and now? You're bleeding on your forehead because I couldn't do it properly"i just looked at loak with a smile and suddenly he took my hand and kissed it i looked at him questioningly and he just smiled and got up to leave the next day loak came to my house and wanted to ask when we would train again but unfortunately he came at the wrong time. he came exactly when my father threw a porcelain vase at my face because I couldn't calm my brother, my eye was bleeding and my father kicked me to the ground until I spat blood
i look at the door and there was loak. He noticed everything and looked at me with pity, I was ashamed that he noticed and I just wanted to disappear "What will it be when it's done? do you just want to watch or do you want to help me?"said my father in a voice mixed between happiness and anger
"WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THAT? WHAT KIND OF FATHER ARE YOU?!"
screamed loak. i just wanted to die i wanted to motion for loak to leave so nothing would happen to him but i was too weak and my eyes went black "What are you? I thought we would get along well but you're just as much of a disappointment as Y/n." Said the man I've called father all my life aggressively
I didn't notice any more because everything went black and my body became too weak to hold out any longer

This is my first story that I "wrote through" so without the colons I hope you like it and yes :) when yall want a part 2 just tell me 😋