"Honey we are waiting from two hours here. Will you tell what you want to say us?" My mom asked for fifth time now.
Yes I decided to end before that shit go to far.....
So here I am my mom her not so loyal boyfriend, me and jimin eating our dinner and waiting for my confession.
"Okay I think I am ready." I said drinking down glass of wine for confidence boost.
"For what?" Jimin asked but I didn't replied to him.
"I want to marry Jimin." I said closing my eyes tightly.
"WHAT?" two voice screamed in surprise. Ofcourse one of them was my mom.
And second jimin.
Obviously I didn't told him anything and dragged in this without telling him beforehand. But their reaction was not what my heart beating like crazy right now.
I looked straight ahead to see him. His eyes were so cold. He was drinking down wine looking at phone like we never had that kiss..... Like he never said he would die for beauty like me..... Like that little encounter on bed never happened.
"Are you out of your fucking mind Zia?" My mom's extra high pitched voice bring me back to reality. I looked at my right to see Jimin and it was clear from his face 'duh tell me before you decide to make my life hell.' look.
"We love each other mom..... I want him"I said.
"Who cares about you? Jimin baby there is no pressure on you okay?" She said taking his hand in her own assuring him like I am trying to force myself on him.
The fuck!
Its truth but still..... THE FUCK!
"You don't have to do this boy. I know how hard its to handle her." She said and jimin was about to confess until I pinched his thigh under table.
"I-...oww love her aunty." He said tears in his eyes rubbing hands over thighs where I pinched him.
I sighed while praying God to make this drama over already.
"Babe I have urgent work come up can I go?" I heard him say getting up from his chair.
"Oh cupcake go your work must be important." My mom said getting up and give him peck. I didn't had courage to look in his eyes so I just kept my gaze down on my thighs.
My mom appearance decided to give him company until door which left me with Jimin for him to finally have talk with me.
"You are just using me aren't you?" I heard jimin's voice beside me and turn my neck towards him.
My silence answered all his questions and he just sighed opening his phone to scroll.
I don't know that if this all is right or wrong. But what doesn't fit in my morals is cheating. Being a side chick in anyone marriage is last way I want to start my relationship with anyone. I know I am hurting three of us but atleast this won't be called slut relationship.
"I am sorry." I mumbled not really knowing how to handle all this situation.
"Don't be. If this help to clear your mind and keep that bastard away from your reach I am ready to pretend as long as you want." He said taking my hands in his own.
"This week has been rollercoaster for me Jimin, from hating him, kissing, confessing and next day telling him he can never own me indirectly...... I wonder if he is doing well." I said pushing our conversation more since there was no sign of mom coming soon.
He took tissue box and hold one for me. I took it and wipe small tear from my eye.
"So what's your next plan?" He asked trying to divert my attention to something else so that I won't feel bad.
"We have to pretend this until their marriage or maybe until I found right one. Wherever he try to approach me with those shitty intentions I can use this fake relationship of our as weapon." I said and he nodded in yes.
Just yesterday night he almost confessed me and today I am doing this to him. But I have noone to help me out. I know I am being selfish with him but this is only way left....
"Maybe that right person is you only.... I just need some time to figure out." I tried to light up mood and he laughed.
After what felt like century my mom come back and we were back to our acting.
She was quietly sitting. Must be thinking about what to say.
"I can't say anything since both of you love each other, just take care to not break each other hearts okay?" She said and we just nodded in yes.
"So from when this is going on?" She asked curiously and I signalled jimin to take lead since I can't make up more lies now.
"Ummm it's just been two months aunty.... I confessed first." He said leading the conversation.
"Oh did she said yes immediately?" She asked with excitement now. I am started feel lot uncomfortable..... Suddenly I am feeling lot worst.
Was my decision wrong?
What would have happen if I never took this move? Was it better to just keep it secret and enjoy? Is he never gonna talk with me now? Did I just destroy my and friendship with Jimin?
Or is it right this way? It was a cheat relationship afterall.... Maybe someone better is there for me...
I need break....
"I will be back from washroom." I said and got up to go.
I didn't wait for their answer just straight up gone there. Luckily there was no one so I just locked it from inside to have a moment of peace.
I put my palms on counter in front of mirror and looked down crying my heart out.
I don't want this sudden changes in my life.... Just two days ago my life was so peaceful.... Suddenly I have shitty awkward relationship with my so called future step dad, I am in love with my bestfriend according to my mom..... Why?
Just why?
"I think I deserve explanation." I heard his voice and looked up his eyes meeting mine through mirror.
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