☆ you're my dream boy ; lee know

ch. 1 ,, prologue

readers pov
minho and I have been together since senior highschool , I loved him. I loved him so much. it felt like the world would be okay as long as he was here with me . actually, we've been close since junior high but we only clarified our feelings for eacother in senior high . he was sweet and poetic with his words, sometimes he'd tease me as a joke and sometimes he'd take me stargazing with him . by now we're both in college, we still had time to spend together though .
It's our 3rd year already , our classes had just ended . minho and were walking together and had a small conversation about what we discussed in class today , " hey , (name) do you mind if we stop for a bit? I have to tell you something . " I nodded my head and we sat down on the bench under the tree nearby . " what's up? is there something wrong? " I questioned him confused . infact, has been acting weird for the past few hours. what's up with him ? I thought to myself .
" I'm going back to seoul . "
for a moment I just froze . I was in too much shock, after all those years we'd spent together .. was he really going back ? would I be alone ?
" I auditioned for an entertainment company a month back .. I got accepted . I would stay but my parents want me to go . "
is this why he was acting weird the whole day ? I couldn't even bring myself up to say anything . I just sort of, sat there .
It was silent . the birds were just chirping and there were other students passing by , but it felt like at that moment my world was suddenly going to end . no , no . I don't want to be alone .

" I'm sorry . this must be all too fast for you . I'm leaving today "

I didn't want to accept the fact he'd leave and I'd be alone again . I wasn't the best at socializing, but minho was the one who approached me first .

flashback to junior high

I was walking alone minding my own business . I wasn't the type to be able to approach someone , I was shy . I didn't know how to properly start a conversation, even . my aunt was getting a bit concerned for me as I barely - not barely, but really didn't have any friends .
" WAIT ! "
I heard someone shout behind me so I turned back to see the new student that just transfered today running after me . he was new , he came from seoul and had his first day today . when I turned around he was already behind me , panting as he stopped . " wait - I uhm , I heard you listening to wonder girls .. I like them too " he politely said as he brought his hand out towards me " I'm minho, I'm in your class remember? " I was confused but suprised he saw what was listening too, but at the same time he was only a single seat away from me so it wasn't that hard . I was a bit happy though that someone had approached me " oh yeah - I was listening to wonder girls actually .. do you like them too? " I replied back nervously " oh I do , I like them a lot actually! " I shook his hand and we started walking together

back to present
" (name) ? " I snapped back to present time and I finally found myself to reply " so , what's going to happen to us ? " I quietly spoke while looking at the ground , I couldn't even face myself to look at him . It was too overwhelming for me . " I don't think we should stay together , (name) . you deserve someone better , I won't be able to stay with you . " I pulled him into a tight hug as I laughed trying to wipe my sudden tears away
" I'll miss you minho . I really will . I love you " I hugged him even tighter and I didn't want to pull away . I didn't want him to go , but who was I to stop him ? he had a big opportunity ahead of him .
" my train is leaving in a while (name) , I don't know when we'll see eachother again " he pulled back and gently wiped away my tears he then continued , " but I just wanted to let you know my feelings for you are geniune . i'll never truly forget you " he stood up and let go of me . I don't want my selfishness to keep him away from doing what he wants, his dream . but I wanted him to be happy . " I love you , goodbye (name) " he walked away slowly but I continued to sulk on the bench . a few minutes and it suddenly hit me, I didn't get to say goodbye to him back ..
I ran as fast as I could to the train station he said he'd go to and somehow found him through the crowd
I hugged him from the back and appreciated his embrace for a moment
" I'll love you , forever and ever " I said to him while he went inside of the train . I still tried to run after the train , even though I know I couldn't .

authors note ;
hihihi ,, this is my first book hfjfjfh I have many ideas for it but uhm I hope you enjoyed reading !!! ♡