Ingrid Grimwall x Yuuki Maeda AU; basically a bit of crack fic with them, when it gets to them
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░▒▓▆▅▃▂▁......Note 10 - ..another day, another livin...
Hollywood's dead Elvis is crying Lennon, wake up Cobain, stop lying there
In the light, you're sickeningly beautiful.
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{ 3RD/YUUKI'S POV }
..How old, was this body..? It ached so much, whenever it moved, and just- breathed.
It was hell, to now be seen as a female to the public eye.
Oh, how will he get used to it? He doesn't feel like, it's even him at this point. All he'll be known as, is; the mysterious woman with grey hair.
That's all he is now
To everyone, that hasn't... payed attention to him - cared for him - loved him
Oh, no. He was now seen as a lady
A skinny, pale, white-haired, old, woman
Not a young, teenager. Not a boy
..Just...oh how will he ever get used to this..? How will he even fulfill his promise!?
All he's doing now, is moping around on the dirty ground of an abandoned shack. Not taking care of himself, not cleaning. Just... not treating himself, the way he should be treating himself
Not doing his promise.
Yes, he wants to - really, really wants to listen - but, my fucking god. How.... just how can he ever.. ever be like how he was back then?
Cheerful, energetic, and somewhat outgoing? He really shouldn't have wished to be special, at all. If this is all the trouble people go to, to get popular. Screw it. He'll rather, honestly, want to be normal and 'nothing special' then to feel like whatever this feels like
The world around him used to be so full of color, now it's rotten by magic and words. It's... it's scary. He hates it!
He really does... why - why is he EVEN here? He, honestly, really should've been dead and not saved by anyone. He shouldn't have been saved, by those two...
He hates thinking about it
First! One, he practically KILLED someone! He should've been dead long ago. Second, knowing that his crush(maybe? they felt more like friends, but who knows..)was just someone who was fake - someone made her. She's fake. A fucking A.I to help the person who has caused his life to go all the down to hell
He wants to forget it all... really, but he also wants to make them proud and never truly forget about them! He loves them, and he loved the rest
But now?
How can he really love someone, when now he's stuck inside a body that isn't even his? He's stuck inside a body, which he knows nearly nothing about
If this was any normal type of "switch bodies with your friend" manga comic, he wouldn't have to feel this much regret, sorrow, hate, hollowness, and emptiness
...Was this maybe how she felt..? She, kinda.. argh! She didn't even tell him anything much, how should he even know!?
It's not like she can now come back to life, and everything can become normal once again. I'm not capable of that.. i suck at being confident, how can i even bring them back? ...And again, they also don't want me to dwell on them for years and years
But it might as well happen, i guess! Soorryyy that i feel like this, when i get close to people, and then lose them!
....
I sighed, as i got up from bed. I must've been on that mattress, for hours. Maybe a full day? Eh, why should he take note of that..?
He shook -- no no. She shook her head, got up and decided to walk around that old, dingy fucking rotten smelled shack she was in; maybe looking for some food? Unhealthy dirty food, but food nonetheless
..But he- she didn't feel hungry at all..
Well, maybe she was lying... but she didn't have time to care about herself. She had to move, somewhere else. Maybe they are trying to get her...?
She should leave then.
..And that is what she'll do.
She'll do it, right now.
She has to.
It's the only way she'll be safe, she'll not be found, and she'll be able to live their promise.
She has to.
A woman, runs out of an abandoned shack, to find another place to stay at. She wishes it'll be fast, that she'll find something soon. She hates running, and her muscles have been so tense for years, so it's a pain for her to even move. But she'll do it.
She has to do it.
It's the only way to not make them disappointed in her, since that will only leave her wailing and crying like a newborn. She doesn't want to be seen as pathetic.
So, she has to do it.
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SO SORRY THAT I BASICALLY LEFT THIS BOOK N ALL- ARRRRRRRRAAAAAAGGGGGHH. I PROMISE MORE WILL BE OUT !!!!!! KMNJHBGVBHNJBHGVCF (same with my other books)
