I woke up that morning earlier than normal, but it seemed so did everyone else. I had a feeling that today was going to be tense.
I woke up and put on a pair of black joggers and a green cropped tank top and a zip up black hoodie topped with gold chains and rings on. My hair was left wild and I went downstairs to see what everyone else was doing.
In the living room sat Johnny, Tee and Lilly all laughing and talking about something.
"Whats funny?" I asked walking further into the living room
"Nothing" Johnny shrugged with a straight face
"Johnny dont be rude" Tee scolded
"We were just talking abo-" Lilly explained
Johnny cut in "Lilly!" He exclaimed
"Am i not allowed to know or something?" I asked sourly
"Its none of your business." He hissed
"Jeez Johnny, don't go all crazy on me" i rolled my eyes as i turned to walk out the room
"You would know about crazy" He sneered
my head wiped around
"Whats that meant to mean?" i asked bluntly
"Nothing" he muttered while fiddling with pool balls "just that your abit..."he began
"So was your dad" I snapped without thinking and stomped out the room.
I sat on the sofa of the hallway silently, my leg bouncing out of anger. Tracy walked past me and noticed my sour expression
"What's wrong?" She asked curiously
"Nothing" I shrugged avoiding eye contact
"Erza?" Tracy questioned walking towards me
I turned towards her as she sat by me on the sofa
"Am i crazy?" I asked her quietly
"What?" She asked
"Well you know, my anger and everything and-" I began
"Erza you aren't crazy." Tracy cut in comfortably
"Then why cant i control myself." I asked bluntly
"When i was your age i couldn't control my anger either" Tracy confided
"You still cant." I chuckled
"But am i always screaming?" She asked
"No" I replied
"Exactly, Your not Crazy you just struggle with your anger and you will find ways to control it as you grow up" She comforted while standing up
"Okay..." I muttered
"Im getting some breakfast, you coming?" She asked me
"In a bit" I said as she walked away
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2 HRS LATER
I walked downstairs after reading for awhile in my room to find no one in the hallways, but i could hear laughs and talking in the living room so walked down towards it.
Johnny was stood on top of the pool table holding something while Lilly, Carmen, Toby, Tee and Sapph all stood around him.
"Liam is the only person that sees me for me but even he gets it wrong sometimes..." Johnny read in a mocking voice
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Erza O'Donovan
FanfictionErza O'Donovan finds her way through life with her older Brother Liam by her side, of course they don't aways see eye too eye but they stick together to survive
