how does it feel to be so alone?!

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I once had a bunch of so beautiful roses in my garden.
I was watering them every single time they needed it. I took great care of them until the day came.
I took and left.
A person I knew was mad at me because I wasn't really mentally stable at this point of my life, and they felt exhausted with my never-ending sad face.
I tried my best when we were together to build myself up and give them lots of love and a good time, but it wasn't enough.
They wanted more, so I gave them my lovely roses so they would finally show me that they like me and accept me the way I am.
But that love never came. I waited, and the person started to be cold and pushed me away. that was the moment when everything started to die.
I started to slowly fall apart.
I loved that person so much, and I still do.
My heart won't understand why this person has finally left me.
They left me for another person.
A more mentally stable one.
I can't pretend that I forgot how much I loved that person, and it's hard to see them every day at school.
hearing them talking shit about you.