ayo idek if I'm gonna post often or if you even care but like here- this is mostly just for personal use but have a look if you wanna idc B) uhh and yea whatever- oh and please leave constructive criticism to help me improve- even if you just wanna...
Heyo- I just wanted to like- say something that's been bothering me a while- it happened somewhat a long time ago but it still annoys me for some reason?? Idk I just thought postin bout it may help?? 🤔 idek this is kinda stupid lmao- it's not rlly anything important but whatever- 😻😻 you can skip this btw idc lmao
Ok so one of my brothers, a few people from an art camp we went to, and I were hanging around in a sort of downtown area and they wanted some pizza (idk why lmao) and I wanted some water cause we were walkin a shit ton so it makes sense 😍 anywho uhh yea so we went in some pizza place thing, but I forgor the name ((I don't rlly live around there-)).
It was small tho so I started getting a sensory overload and then went non-verbal, as I tend to do, 😻😻 ((honestly the reason I didn't walk out was cause I was already kinda feeling left out and didn't wanna be constantly ignored the whole time lmao)) but then this group of guys walk in (our age or younger) and start talkin really loud which bothered me more than it should've tbh- anywho they then look over at us (cause we were kinda decked in black and chains and all that good stuff 😻) and starts laughing rlly loud-
They get behind us in line (and conveniently I'm in the very back with them cause the others were more near the front of the line) and start screaming in my ear calling me some stuff like: "faggot", "80s bitch" (which I'm guessing is cause my hairs unusually fluffy, or so I'm told 💀) "dyke", and stuff like that- I was kinda used to it tho cause stuff like this happens a lot- but again I was having rlly bad sensory issues so I was bouta cry fr- I tried signing for them to shut the fuck up forgetting most people dont sign which was kinda embarrassing lmao 💀💀 anywho by brother told them off for me but they started mocking him- it went on like that for a bit before my brother was like "fuck that just ignore them bro 💀" so I kinda just stood there like: 🧍 while they laughed and screamed in my ears- I was covering them by now btw-
So everything was as chill as it could be (OH AND THE MOST FUCKED UP THING ABOUT THIS WAS THE CASHIER WAS JUST FUCKING WATCHING- AND AFTER THIS WHOLE THING HE WAS SO MUCH NICER TO THE GUYS THAN US LIKE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BRO 💀💀) so I put my hands down cause they stopped enough for me too-
Again after not even a minute, I start hearing chanting- they started screaming on repeat "BURN THE GAYS! BURN THE GAYS!!"- I got confused for a sec until I kinda felt something really fucking hot on my shoulder and neck- like it stung a lot- and I recognize it so I'm like- caught off guard so I look behind me and I see they have like- a lit lighter put against my hair (before I cut it so it was shoulder length) and my bros like "dude what the actual fuck- your fucking psychotic- we literally didn't do shit we just tryna get pizza-" and they just continue chanting- obviously my bother kinda pushes me to the other side-
Anywho a bit after I'm like- still in there with everybody, holding a $10 bill- I'm fidgeting with it and they start laughing and pointing at me again- I just avoid eye contact by looking at the floor- but some blonde guy starts running at me and takes the money out of my hand and starts running for the door- a friend of mine punches him and hands me my money back and I don't even know why but I get like- frozen both times just like:🧍 and I feel so stupid for it- anyhow-
My brother ends up tryna steal their bikes (were outside now and they're still getting their food) and they come outside and then they pull out a knife and start chasing us- we run to the park and then everything's fine again 😻🥰
There's also this one time me and a few (3) friends got jumped and had slushies thrown at us and chased 🕺
And another time I had yet ANOTHER knife pulled on me being called a "bitch" and "whore" and "faggot" and all that stuff- 😻🥰 dw I wasn't stabbed or anything lmao
Also a couple people kept threatening to kill me which is always fun- and people always scream slurs and shit at me when I'm trying to get class to class which is always a lovely way to start your morning 🥰🥰
Anyhow, if you read through all that thanks ig for listening to my personal bullshit-
Also here's a bullshity visual- I spent like 4 minutes on it so it isn't the best, just to give you an idea T.T
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