Caith's POV
Third day ngaun, nagpa excuse nalang ako kahapon. Ang sabi pa nung girls sa kay Ms. Vera naover fatigue daw. Psssh }____{
Nagduty na ko sa booth ngayon, ako yung naplay as receptionist kumbaga. Ako ngsusulat ng mga couples sa Blind Book. Si Erah yung sa finance, sakanya ibibigay yung pays ng mga ngpapadakip. Sina Lexxi at Zycia ngaayos ngset up ng date setting and foods. Finger foods lang nman. Yung ibang club members, yung nangdadakip.
Yung set up namin is, may hahanap sa mga naka list. Pagmahanap sila, we'll wear them a blind fold and lead the way into our booth. They'll dancing through the music we'll play for a more romantic ambiance. Still with their blind folds on. It would surely add excitement and curiosity.
After which, we'll guide them to a candle light dinner setting. Dim yung light ng date area para mas mafeel. Right after, sabay nilang taanggalin yung piring, theyd better be ready.
Okay nman yung duty namin, rest muna kami.
Nasa cafftearia kami ng may tumawag sakin.
*Bzzzzzt. Bzzzzt. Bzzzzt*
Napatingin sila sakin. Kinuha ni Yanna. Si Jedd ..
"Anu di mo sasagutin?" sya
"Tsss sagutin mo na para magkaliwanagan na. Hindi yung ganyan di mo alam ano status nyo." Lexxi
Sinagot ko nalang. Hindi muna ko nagsalita.
"Hello. Caith?" wow first tym hindi babe ang bungad nito.
"Yes, hello" akoo malumanay lang.
"Hmmm sorry nga pala bout last tym. Hope you'll come meet me now at the swing, near the school garden. I'll be waiting, 'kay?"
"Alright. I'll be there"
"Okay thank you"
*Hang up*
"Oh anu daw?" tanong ni Shenn
"Meet him at the school garden daw"
"Oh dont tell me pupunta ka baka mamaya saktan kna nman nun" Zycia
"Ehh bakit nman hindi sya pupunta? Para malinawan na sila, ikaw talaga Zy. Wag muna nating pangunahan keey?" Erah
"Sige na. Nang matapos na toh. Magiingat ka" Shenn
Pumunta na ko. Andun sya sa swing nakatungo.
"Jedd" tawag ko nang makalapit na ko.
"Oohh Caith, you came!" sya at niyakap ako mahigpit ng mahigpit. Matagal, walang ngsasalita. Naramdaman ko nalang na nababasa na shirt ko. At gumagalaw na yung shoulder nya.
He's crying. Naiiyak na din ako.
"Heyy, Jedd. Why are you crying" mas lalo nyang hinigpitan yung yakap sakin
"Ssssh just let me, please babe" mas lalo na kong naiyak nang tinawag nya kong babe. Parang alam ko na san hahantong toh at sana makayanan nya :'(
Ayaw ko namang nakikitang nasasaktan ang pinsan ko. Kahit malayo na yun pero we're still in one clan.
Humiwalay na sya at umupo kami sa swing. Hawak nya yung kamay ko, iyak lang sy ng iyak. Inaalo ko nalang sya.
"Sssh Jedd. Bakit ba kasi --" ako, he cut me off
"Ako muna mags-ssa-salita ha" sabi nya, naawa na naman ako sa mukha nya. Tumango nalang ako at sinandal sya sakin para macomfort ko naman, yakap ko sya sa side.
"Babe. Tala-ga bang hndi kna ma-saya saken? Kasi ako kahit anung mang-yari, mama-halin parin kita.
Babe, sorry sa la-hat ng na-gawa ko. Alam kong mahi-rap talaga kon-trolin ang sari-li ko at yun ang nakaka-pang-hina sakin.
Ang hirap lang kasing ipilit ko pa na ramdaman ko na nman na hindi na kagaya ng dati
(naiiyak na talaga ako gusto kong magsalita, walang lumalabas at sabi pa nya sya daw muna)
Babe alam mo ikaw ang nagtuwid ng buhay ko. Parang sayo ko na pinaikot ang mundo ko. Parang hindi ko kaya ng wala ka.
Pero ayokong maging selfish. I want you to find your safe pace even though I know its not with me. You know how much I love you and I'm willing to love you even more from afar. Its hard but I have to. Go find your happiness,
I'm letting you go, couz :)"
Nashock ako. Iyakan nalang kami. Hinarap ko sya sakin. I held his face.
"Babe. (napasmile sya nang tinawag ko syang babe) I know you've done enough. Its very hard for you to do this. Thank you for everything :*
I'm happy to be your girl, I've felt so much love. Minahal kita maniwala ka, pero simula nung nalaman ko nga kung ano tayo. Everything must fall in place, and I dont want seeing you in pain kaya pumayag ako sa gusto mong ipatuloy lang natin. Ganyan kita kamahal.
Pero nay hanggan ang lahat diba. I still love you Jedd, but not the same as before.
I'm so greatful to know, you understand. Thank you for you endless love for me. I'm very much hoping for your happiness.
I know you've seen it already, your just being blind because of me. We can still be friends okay. You can still come to me for some matters, I'll be there to help you :) Iloveyou, couz"
I kissed his forehead.
"So this is goodbye for us? *tumango sya* friends?" we shook hands
"Wait ano sinasabi mong I've seen it already?" haha tanong nya.
"Secret. Better find it yourself, tara ayos kana. Iyak kasi ng iyak eh. HAHAHA :D"
Tawa kami ng tawa, I handed him tissue wipes. Nang natapos kami mag ayos, okay na lahat. Hinatid nya ko ng booth. Andun narin sguro yung mga girls.
"So see ya round Caith :)" besoo. Pumasok na ko nang nkangiti.
"Huuuuy ano yan. Namamaga na nga yung mata mo, nakangiti kapa! Okay na kayo?" Zy.
"Yuup. Okay na :)"
"WHAAAAAT?! Gaga kaba?" sabay nilang tanong. Hahah
"Pssssh oa nyo ha. Okay na kami. He let me go! ^____^"
"Really? Nakaya nya?" Erah
"Yeah kinaya nya. For my happiness daw. Aaah basta okay na kami. We still friends tho"
"Ooh thats great. Back to work!" Lexxi
Day went well! ^____^
BINABASA MO ANG
Dealing with Past
Teen Fiction"You don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world .. but you do have some say in who hurts you"
